Gou GOu sHou

2006-11-17T20:59:00.000+08:00

HEY HEY HEY! I AMMM BACCCKKKK PEEPS.after so loong.phew.

okok.now will update aite.had dance camp yesterdae.it was damn fun la can.went to eat at sempang bedok during dinner time and i would like to thank miss gina and miss hang for treating us.love both of you loads =D.yesterday was a sway night.damn sway for gayle.kikikiki and co. was there too and out of all the tables they sat infont of tables -.- .and and afetr dat we saw this bunch of irriatting guys.shut the fuck up la assholes.okok,overall i have to say that that was the nicest and exciting camp i've ever been to.will show the pics that we taken another day aite.nitez2 tc <3

2006-09-04T21:11:00.000+08:00

Had dance today in AvA..i don't like sia..so the not convinient.heh..went to walk round eastpoint after dance with gayle and jess.

Nothing much happened today so will not post so long and i also have to help clem make his blog .heh (:

iloveyoumorethenyouknow

2006-09-02T11:41:00.000+08:00

This will be the last post until sundae nite or afternoon..goin 2 get redy soon..will go out of the house at 2 plus..sexay wont be able to go ): ..saddening..how i wish she could ): till here den ..dun miss me k?heh

can we talk things out?can u just tell me wads wrong?its nt dat i dun want 2 keep aniting 4rm u.its just dat i need tym 2 sort tings up by myself..u've changed..i want the old you back.please i beg you..give us tym and we'll soon open up to you.please

2006-09-01T21:53:00.000+08:00

CUMI GAVE BIRTH TO 3 LITTLE KITTENS THIS MORNING!woohoho..i'm sooo happy (: ..but 1 of the kitten just died just now because it was overfed..haiz..

didnt go out 2dae so rotted at home and faced the computer the whole dae..such a boring dae.. ) : but will be goin to a'fifah's family barbecue tomorrow..wee..hope sexay will be able to go (: will stay overnite dere until sundae..wee.

HE need an angel so it seems

2006-08-30T21:04:00.000+08:00

Yoz (: ..just finish eating durian..hee..okae,2dae nth much happened..lemme just give a summary (:

After schl went 2 eat kfc with yamsin,a'fifah,sharm.gayle,mande and isaac..after dat went back 2 school to watch the rehearsal..slacked around..we played 21 den i lost and i was pinced on the cheek by isaac -.- ..heh,..bt its better den he slap my hands cuz it will be bloody painful..okae,fifi came up 2 gallery after he finished ncc..went back at 5 plus wif fifi (:

oya hor just now rite got this bloody idiot go purposely bang into me..nabey..u tink wad?funfair ar?fucking bitch la u..

tomorrow goin back schl?shud i?aiyo,tmrw den decide (:

oyayayay!i decided to do belly peircing at the end of yeah...WEEE..i'm lovin this babe (: ..gonna start saving up until i have $6o..woohoo (:

Take back all those words

2006-08-29T21:15:00.000+08:00

Nothing much happened todae.hang around 4 awhile at eastpoint and went home wif fir..idiot sia..want stare2..u tink wad?funfair ar stare2?idiot..waaa.so damn pissed wif those suckers hu added me 2 their convo and got my msn stucked up and i haf 2 keep signing in cuz once is nt enuf 4 them..they have 2 atleast add me 4 to 5 times..nabey,u tink fun izit?fuck u bitches..

to be real,it doesnt really matter

2006-08-28T20:27:00.000+08:00

Did a new dance 4 deepavali.Was planning 2 follow mellisa 2 pierce her belly bt ended up didnt go cuz we tot about the consequences if she were 2 pierce 2dae and perform on thursdae.I also doubt dat even if they were to go,i wont be able to cuz dad will nag ): ..so after dance went home straight.

Weee..got my malay result..cikgu said dat it was well done but i am not satisfied wif my results so will try 2 do better 4 EOY exam and for math,its expected i juz dont seem 2 be able 2 do well..so dissapointed of myself ): ..OMG!talking about eoy reminded me of the eoy timetable dat i juz get juz now..argh,it's so stressful u noe..have to start planning on which dae 2 start revising ):

Dere will still be dance next week eventhough its a holidae cuz we have 2 reli do things fast cuz many performance coming up..bt actully hor i tink its better 2 haf dance rather den rot at and nothing 2 do so i rather go 4 dance.

still thinking whether or nt 2 go back 2 my old schl..shud i? i tink most probably i wont .

Its just you and me

2006-08-27T22:18:00.000+08:00

Sharm called at about 11 plus 2 ask whether she can go sexay house wif me so i said ok bt she must wait under my void deck until 1230..at last,she msged me syaing dat she go sexay ouse ferst..heh..okae,so i took my tym and reached sexay's house at about 1250..went 2 the fairprice 2 buy some ingredients dat is needed 2 make nasi lemak..woohooo..yasmin's mum cooked nasi lemak..it was nice ..tanx (:

Ifah came at about 1 plus..chatted den i slept 4awhile..heh..did my home ec hwk(at last its done ) ..went 2 interchange wif sharm and sexay while ifah went back..waited 4 lincoln..ahha..he is soo lame bt he's funny..lol..walked around 4awhile den went back..4 of us took the same bus..yasmin went off teh bus ferst..bye2 yasmin den both of them den me (: ..reached home and my sis was infront of teh com so i decided 2 take my shower ferst..waaa..i am pissed wif her sia..y cant she jzu logg off lyk how she alwaes do??instead she turned the com off den i had 2 restart it back -.-

i shud let it all out

2006-08-26T22:19:00.000+08:00

yoz..i'm back..okae,rotted at home..slept,eat and watched tv..was glad about wad fifi told me this afternoon..everything is goin back lyk normal..well,he sae he think so but i hope its 4 real..went onlline at 8 plus..want to go out tommorow..damn bored...hu want to go out wif me?any takers?heh (:

Calling out your name Your face is everywhere I'm reaching out to you To find that you're not there I wake up every night To see the state I'm in It's like an endless fight I never seem to win

I can't go on as long as I believe Can't let go when I keep wondering
Chorus:Where are you now, what have you found Where is your heart, when I'm not around Where are you now, you gotta let me know Oh baby, so I can let you go

I can hear your voice The ring of yesterday It seems so close to me But yet so far away I should let it out To save what's left of me And close the doors of doubt Revive my dignity

Bit, I can't go on as long as I believe Can't let go when I keep wondering

Chorus

I should let it out, it's time to let you go Oh baby, I just want to know

Chorus

the end (:

clem juz sent me this (: tanx

2006-08-26T13:35:00.000+08:00

okokokokokokok..i noe i've been very lazy these past few daes 2 even update..okok,about the chalet thingy actually deres many things dat i wanna update bt 2 bad i'm juz 2 lazy to type it out..juz wanna sae dat i did enjoy myself and we celebrated baby jasmine's burdae..HAPPY BELATED BURFDAE JAMINE (: hmm..so after schl yesterdae went 2 xiao bei wif a big group which consist of yasmin,gayle,a'fifah,mande,sharm,fifi and me..me and ifah had 2 go back wif fifi by train cuz his ncc boots were in the locker and we had 2 open it 4 him..reached school,took his boots and went 4 ncc..i guess he was late 4 his training...aiyo..went 2 the gallery,waited 4 the others 2 come and slacked 4 awhile..went 2 ep 2 eat ice cream..sat around and talked about our 1st dae of becoming a sec 1..it as damn funny till we laugh our ass off..heh..went 2 the pizza place 2 make the order..aww,he's cute.. i mean the pizza man (:

will update again at nite

2006-08-23T23:26:00.000+08:00

Kinda tired and lazy 2 blogg now..so again,it will be delayed..oya..settled tings wif alien bt still nt satisfied..stuuupiid.outz

2006-08-22T20:38:00.000+08:00

okae peeps..nth much happened 2dae..its juz dat THE ALIEN so coward didnt turn up..fuck him la..nabey..okae..ok,now 2 lazy 2 blog..looks lyk i w ill delay again until i dunno when..aitez..i'm outz..

its a damn cold nite

2006-08-21T22:28:00.000+08:00

WHAT THE HELL LA???2DAE I SO DAMN PISSED SIA..FUCKER..oh ya btw now i'm at sexay's house (: studying wif her AND CAMPING AT HER HOUSE..WEE...so ill update about the last 4 daes tmrw..OK,NOW BACK 2 THE TOPIC..EH ALIEN U WANT INSULT ME RITE Y U DUN WANT SAE RITE INFRONT OF MY FACE AR?TAKOT KAPE?TAK PANDAI CKP BALEK BUAT HAL TAKYAU SUDA LAH EH..KAU SENIOR APE GUNENYE KALAU TAKTAU RESPECT ORANG AR??U HAF 2 EARN RESPCT 4RM PPL B4 EXPECTING PPL 2 RESPECT U SUCKER..NAME JE SERGEANT TAPI PERANGAI CAM BABI SIAL..IN THE FERST PLACE RYT WE DIDNT EVEN INVITE U 2 JOIN US SIT UNDER THE TREE RYT YANG KAU NAK SEBOK2 APESAL??LAEN KALI CAN U JUST FUCK OFF?U TINK U SO PERFECT AR?SEBELAH MATE KECIK SEBELAH MATE BESAR..TAK SEDAR DIRI SAK BUDAK NI..2 anybody hu reads this i dun mean 2 insult him blame him cuz he forcedme cuz he's the 1 hu started it aite..tanx yasmin,a'fifah,gayle and fifi 4 consoling me..love ya all many many (:

i will alwaes hate u all my lyf

2006-08-20T22:54:00.000+08:00

will update about the last three daes TMRW CUZ I AM DAMN FUCKED UP WIF THIS BLOG ..FUCK LOR..I BLOGGED 4 SO LONG DEN ALL GONE JUZ LYK DAT..FUCK.argh..stupid blog sia..damn fucked up

2006-08-19T09:09:00.000+08:00

yoz (: ..went 2 marine parade straight after school wif gayle,yasmin and mande..mande's mum gave us money 2 eat..tanx (: ..we ate at delifrance..weee..the food dat i odered was so cute when it was served cuz it was decorated wif ice cream on top of it and den..aiyo i duno how 2 explain bt its cute la (:heh ..dunno wad izit called sia bt i noe it made me full until now..hehe..its lyk wad the hell la..we were waiting outside delifrance,waiting 2 be served cuz they put dere BIG2 u noe..they sae PLEASE WAIT 2 BE SEATED..den wtf la..no one served us cuz they tot we onli playing around..ended up we juz went in ourself and found ourselves a place 2 seat (: ...i am seriously full sia..my sis juz odered kfc,zinger -.- ..i wanna eat bt full..arr..nvm i will still eat..weee..hehe..okae,i am goin 2 chalet at around 7 plus i guess..i wont be able 2 go online..bt maybe yes (: ..luckily got the laptop bt cant confirm dat i will be online): ..hope i will be able 2 cuz goin 2 miss them..will onli be back on sundae morning..haiz exam is lyk next mon and i'm goin 2 study dere..bt i dun tink i will be able 2 study dere cuz ppl go chalet 2 enjoy sia not study ): ..sad life.. but i will still study (:..wooo.juz made a deal wif fir..if anyone of us fail our math or sci he/she must treat the one hu passed (: ..ahaha..i wont fail..yes i wont..its a must 2 pass..i juz hope dat it will turn out dat wae (:

you ended 3 monts of frenship just like that

2006-08-18T12:43:00.000+08:00

ahahahahhaha...i am so damn stressed out now..exams are juz lyk next week.. ): .. i onli started studying math..nvm..must put in more effort..i must pass ..yeah..pass all my subjects..dats my aim 4 now..

went to kfc 2 eat lunch and back 2 school 2 study..i must thank fir,haziq a.k.a mary, sanjay and any more 4 teaching me.. (: ...went home at 530...went home wif fir and sharm..showered den went online..tinking of following fir step of studying..lol..wake up early in the morning den study..shud i?..ahahah..see ferst la..oya,tmrw i having family chalet..shud i go anot?walou..sat and sun oso haf..how sia?or shud i juz stae at home and study?bt i wanna go chalet bt the ting is if i go i wont be able 2 study mah ): ...confusing..lets juz see wads gonna happen

will never hear your voice again

2006-08-17T13:38:00.000+08:00

Went 2 eat xiao bei wif yasmin,a'fifah,gayle,mande and firdaus..ahah,at last now he noes wad we talking about...went back 2 school after dat and went 2 gallery..called sab 2 go dere and settled tings up..i was sooooooo wrong..i seriously tot she was sincerely sorry..FUCK HER LA..NABEY..I AM NOT GOIN 2 HEAR 2 WAD SHE IS GOIN 2 SAE TMR..SO PISSED OFF..arr..went home at 6 plus..took my shower den tot of taking a short nap be4 i went onnline bt ending up,i woke up at 9 plus...kwang..heh..oya,4get tell u dat my FACE IS NOW SO CALLED DISFIGURED..ARGH..I HAF 2 SCRATCHES DOWN MY CHEEK DEN ANOTHER SCratCH ON MY EAR..AHAHHA..KK,it was my cat hu scatched me..i was sliping den skali i dreamt dat yasmin was gona slap me(kwang3) den reli sia..i felt the pain and i was lyk fuck..wad happened?turned around and saw my cat dere..guess it came jumping 4rm the window and landed on my face and scratched it...argh..i quickly switched on the lights and saw my reflection..i almost scream..heh, gt blood all over dat area..ahaha.bt onli abit..heh..i heck care den went back 2 slip..the end of story..ahaha..bt seriously it felt lyk i was given a tight slap on my face..heh ..

i hate u sabirah

2006-08-16T13:17:00.000+08:00

Went to singapore poly straight after school..heh,the trip wasnt dat bad..weee..we actually had 2 play this game la..treasure hunt..lame..ahahah...we didnt even bother 2 play instead we went 2 the bus to put our bags and headed 2 macs..ate mcflurry..we walked around poly...ahahahha..so caleed exploring den something funny happened..hehe..my beloved fren,a'fifah fell down when she wanted 2 climb down the stairs..kwang3..she fell bcuz the floor was wet la..hehe,kk but luckily she is not hurt (: ..headed 2 the place where we supposed 2 assemble after completing the game..LOL,we were the last group..kwang3..WOOOHOOOO!!!...one of our gals group won the ferst..wee.congrats (: ..and i am so not happy with one schl..i dunno la wad schl is dat bt hor,ifah said dat she overheard one of them saying dat we didnt win anyting blabalablablabalbal...EH FUCK LA,U NOT HAPPY IZIT??I KNOW LA YOUR SCHL IS ONE OF THE BEST SCHL IN SINGAPORE..U DUN NID 2 LOOK DOWN ON CHANGKAT CHANGI SECONDARY SCHOOL OKAE..I DAMN HAPPY SIA..CUZ SEE LA HU HAS THE LAST LAUGH..WE!YES WE (: NOT U SUCKERS..WE DIDNT WIN ANYTHING BUT WE GOT THE FERST PRIZE SO PLEASE SHUT DAT GAP UP..THEN HOR,AFTER OUR SCHOOL WAS ANOUNCED AS THE CHAMPION 4 THE GAME THEIR FACE PAISEY SIA.LYK SHIT..hehe, wen back after dat..BUT HOR GOT THESE FEW SUCKERS IN THE OPPOSITE BUS SHOWED THEIR MIDDLE FINGER..NABEY,U WANT SHOW DEN DUN DARE SHOW UR FACE HUH?THEY CAN STILL COVER THEIR BLOODY FACE SIA..Y?U SCARED WE COMPLAIN 2 UR PRINCIPAL IZIT?SUCKER SIA DEY..WANNA SHOW THE MIDDLE FINGER OSO CANNOT PASS..heh..den we showed back our finger la..our fingers more nicer la..ahahahah..we showed both fingers summore..kwang3..SO LONG SUCKERS (: ..waaaa i am so pissed wif sumone..arr fuck la

pissed off

2006-08-15T12:24:00.000+08:00

I was damn tired just now in the morning..had 2 drag myself 2 the toilet...ahhahaha..had malay remedial till 2 plus and den went 2 our beloved mande's (: ...watched tokyo drift..WOOOHOO..drifting rox..wee..ahah..mande,u love firdaus so much izit until u go kiss his tokyo drift disc cover..LOL...hahah..jk2..hehe...gayle,sexay,ifah and me chiao 4rm her house at 4 plus..didnt noe where 2 go so we went back 2 schl and slacked..heh..slacked till 6 plus and went home..argh..2dae i didnt study like how i planned to..haiz..its juz dat its tym 2 be serious in my werk but i juz cant bring myself to ): ...went back with fir,took my shower and went online..OYA!!4get update bout my home ec practical test..hehe..i didnt even complete the recipe and wasnt even prepared 4 the test lor..i cooked mee goreng but tak jadi..kwang3.cuz most of the ingredients nt dere..sad..juz make do with wad was dere (:..haha..i am juz hopping dat i will pass the test.. (: ...i wanna slip redy..tired ): ..nitez2

its juz not turning out the way it was planned

2006-08-13T23:04:00.000+08:00

Sorry didnt update..i was too lazy la..hehe..waaaa..2dae i damn tired sia..didnt noe become kendarat sooooooo the tired..had 2 walk here and dere..tiring sia...balablabalabla...we went off at about 5 plus den went 2 ep and ate at kfc..took some pics under the tree outside ep..lol..lame sia all the pics..hehe..bt i did enjoy taking pics with my gals..weeeeeeeee...EH BLOODY FUCKERS,U DUN NEED 2 INSULT PEEPORL CUZ U URSELF NOT PERFECT LA EH..MACAM LA KAU 2 KUROS SANGAT..EH KENTAL LA..DA SEC 1 TUU BUAT HAL SEC 1 LA DEY..FUCKERS..U SUCK BIG TYM AITE (: ..FUCK OFF FUCKERS..arfg i very pissed with those bloody fuckers sia..

how did i get here

2006-08-12T11:52:00.000+08:00

Went to eat lunch at xiao bei again..after dat went 2 yasmin's,it was fun though..went back at 530 den here i am..i dunno juz wad's been bothring me these few daes..haiz..feel so down lately..wanted 2 see the fireworks but didnt cuz most of my close frens werent able 2 make it ): ..nvm,wait till next year den..

pass me the penknife please

2006-08-11T13:58:00.000+08:00

Stayed at home the whole dae ): ...sian sian sian sian..aiyoyoyo..went online at 9 plus..went off at about 1 plus..ate and slept 4 awhile den went online back at 3 plus...OMG!i am addicted to one song now..alalalalalallalla...cant stop myself 4rm listening 2 it..weee...went offline again at 5 plus..dad was lyk nagging thw whole dae saying dat i online almost the whole dae..okok..relax i noe dat (: ..i dunno y suddenly scared 2 go online cuz my dad was juz sitting behind me..heh..i act2 la..acted lyk as if i watching tv.heh..den something funny happened ...LOL..the convo between me and dad but i too lazy 2 type it out here..heh

someday i will understand

2006-08-10T12:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BURFDAE SINGAPORE!!! (:..heh..met taufiq and his fren at Mc..he didnt talk much,how sad..watched click..he treated me and ifah popcorns and drink..tanx (: ...movie ended at 5 plus..walk2 den we went our seperate waes..haiz..ifah wanted 2 buy the bubble tea bt the shop closed and we had 2 go back to tm..walk2 again becuz we were looking 4 a hair salon..didnt find any salon dat she like den went back..decided 2 take the train and dropped at bedok den took the bus home..here i am,alone..no one's home..haiz..i dunno y the sudden i feel so down ): and sorry,i dunno wad 2 blog redy..

i was looking for you but u didnt appear

2006-08-09T13:11:00.000+08:00

didnt update yesterdae so wil update 2dae...yesterdae eh?i cannot remember sia..lol...hehe..kk,2dae's national dae celebration was quite interesting..went 2 tamp wif a'fifah,yasmin,gayle,jasmine and sab 2 eat at Mc..after dat went 2 geylang go buy the clothes..hah..i was damn lucky (: ..managed 2 escape the cheating..wee..dropped at bedok den took 9 4rm dere..slept 4 awhile den went online at 2plus...haiz..

i love you

2006-08-06T22:42:00.000+08:00

Got many things to sae 2dae...hehe...ferstly i wanna thank my sis 4 cutting my hair..i dunno whether i like it anot..hehe..juz wait and see tmrw..see wad are my frens opinion..went to TM with my mun,dad and the other 3 siblings 2 get new supplies of my lens..after dat went to uncle hussein's house which is at marsiling..4rm tamp to marsiling didnt take a long tym cuz we took the bus...reached dere at about 6 plus..me,fatin and nurul played with kak mariam's make up..hehe..kk,i noe its lame buuy we were damn bored..we painted our nails..gee,i like the colour (: ..went home at about 930..uncle hussein sent us home and we reached at about 1020..took my shower and here i am..haiz i dunno y 2dae feel dat my entry lyk very weird lykdat...heh nvm (:

haiz..i juz feel like breaking down now..suddenly so lost..y is everybody so down?i noe,i noe guys...i noe wad u all are goin through its juz dat i'm useless..i cant even console all of you..i am juz useless..totally useless..i cant even cheer u all up even by abit..i guess by shutting up the gap is the best ya...haiz..

i feel what you feel

2006-08-05T15:02:00.000+08:00

Didnt go out 2 anywhere 2da..the whole dae online..sianz..woke up at about 12..i actually woke up at 9 plus bt slept again cuz was too tired becuz of yesterdae's..NDP dinner performance....went offline at about 6 den online again at about 8 plus,,he was onli online at 9 plus..hee...chatted wif him and yasmin and gayle..me yasmin and gayle praned some1 thru msn..lol...it was fun..hehehehe...juz now mum asked me to drink dunno wad milk..eee...i cant stand milk..bt had 2 drink it..yucks..taufiq was jealous when i said dat i was drinking milk...LOL...kk,now i dunno wad 2 blog redy..tata

summer wind

2006-08-04T15:12:00.000+08:00

Changed the blogskin (: ... Just came back from the ndp dinner ting..we had 2 perform -.- ...the performance started at about 9 plus.after we performed,i met ifah outside dance room..it was about 9 plus goin 2 10..sianz..met taqqy and sab and went back with them..washed my face but the eye shadow dont seem 2 want 2 go off..haiz..had 2 go back with my face dat only has eye shodows..when we were walking past the starbucks,dere's this group of guys who distureb taqqy by calling him bell boy because he was wearing his band uniform..i didnt noe y i suddenly got so angry and shouted 'HE LOOK LYK BELLBOY MEH??FUCKERS!' ..i shouted as i walk without even looking back..they want stare2 la..u tink i care..we didnt disturb u ryt fucker..i hope those fuckers heard wad i said..i bet they did cuz i shouted quite loud..fucker la they..i juz cant tolerate this kind of tings...seriously,i juz cant take it although it was meant 2 be a joke..nvm 4get it..after school went 2 eat xiao bei again with a'fifah,yasmin and sharm.. ~wee~~ ..not sian sia..i juz love the chickens..yumyum (: ..after dat went 2 take bus 4rm the interchange..took 38 den alighted at east point..me and ifah went back 2 school 4 dance while yasmin and sharm went 2 ep dunno do wad..hee..my pp8 low ):
its oredy 12 plus now guess i wanna sleep redy
nitez2 (:

those eyes

2006-08-03T19:45:00.000+08:00

Its been 3 daes since i blogged...hehehehehhe..aiya,haf been 2 tired and lazy 2 blog la...hehe..i 4get wad happened the last 3 daes..hee..after scholl went 2 xiao bei again..hheeh..there were 5 of us..yasmin,a'fifah,sharm.sab and me..after dat me sharm and yasmin went 2 meet firdaus at tthe pasir ris poly..haiz..luckily he went if not i smack his face sia..he was seriously pale dats y we told him 2 go 2 poly..glad dat he agreed.. (: ...waited 4 how 2 hours..4rm 3 plus until 5 plus..me and yasmin ate waffles otw home..fir waited 4 the bus 4 us until it came..reached home took my shower and here i am (: ..blogging ..~wee~ ...haiz..guess its over..

wipe those tears awae

2006-07-31T21:16:00.000+08:00

Went to visit siti after school 2dae..pheww...wee..she was discharged 2dae..hee..so happy dat she's okae..after dat yasmin;s cousin came and joined us 4awhile den me gayle a'fifah sab and yasmin went 2 ep..followed her cousin go pierce her 2nd hole den went 2 bk cuz she wanted 2 eat dere..we talked2..gayle took some lame video of yasmin..lol..we waited 4 the bus dat fir was in and boarded it..fir 2dae he suddenly sick sia..heh..sope he get well soon (: ...waited 4 the bus with him den went home..oya,2dae hor the stupid photo taking hor the aunty so idiotic sia..i hate her..2dae not many tings happened..so not happening...heee..

nightmares

2006-07-30T19:27:00.000+08:00

yo (: ...didnt go anywhere 2dae..juz sat at home and chat heh..chatted wif taufiq and ifah in the convo...we talked2..make lame jokes..heheheh...i reli lyk 2 thank ifah 4 her advise...THANK YOU A'FIFAH!!....hehe..reli.thank you..if not 4 u,i dunno wad will happen 2 both of us..hee..haiz,siti in hosp no wonder she never come 4 so long..goin 2 visit her tmrw with he others after schl..wee..no dance tmrw..hehe..and tanx ifah again..hehe 4 helping me edit teh photo..hehe..dats all dunno wad 2 blog redy la..

i will remember this date :15 may 2006

2006-07-29T14:32:00.000+08:00

yoyoyoyoyoyoyyo! WEE..i am so damn damn damn happy dat the performance..hehe..can rest in peace sia..yesterdae the night show started at around 8 i tink den ended at around 10 plus..took pics den changed our costumes blablabalab...ate at mcdonalds..i missed the last bus then had 2 walk all the way back..dad called 2 ask me where i was den he told me 2 wat at 1 of the stop and wait 4 the bus..luckily there were still buses passing by..while i was waiting 4 the bus taufiq called 2.glad dat he did..he accompaned me until i reached the stairs den he hung up..hee...reached home at about 12 plus..took my shower and den sms taufiq 4 awhile den slept..didnt reply his latest msg...npw chatting with fir and him.yasmin cant online cuz she's at her grandma's..haiz..juz hoping dat ifah wud online...

2006-07-25T21:34:00.000+08:00

Wee.. he finally get 2 go online..hahakz..didnt expect..hah..4 of us,me yasmin,ifah and taufiq wet into a convo and we chatted blabal..actually fir oso but he went out ): ..now still chatting wif them..hee..and fir..but seperately..2dae gayle they all went 2 buy 2 rabbits..omg i love the female 1..so damn cute sia..hee..nth much happened 2dae..i oso lazy la want 2 blog..tmrw den sae kk..buhbye (:

2006-07-25T01:20:00.001+08:00

arrgh..didnt go 2 school 2dae..bcuz u noe y?OVERSLEPT..stuupiid sia..2dae haf the ipw presentation..how sia..aiya..heck care la..no one's online now..haiz..but woohoooo i will be meeting yasmin and ifah after school outside ep den will be goin 4 the reheasal..wee..2dae the rehearsal is full costume but i'm nort sure whether the costume will come 2dae..rehearsal will start at 300 bt den i told yamsin 2 ask gayle wad tym must we be in the danceroom..walou by 230 must be dere..so early sia..but hah!nvm..i will be glad 2 see my frens (: ..will go out of the house at around 1250...oh my,its goin 2 rain sia..sian must carry umbrella ): ..will update later at nite (;

2006-07-24T21:46:00.000+08:00

Planed to meet yasmin after school but different ppl come out..lol..fir came 2 accompany me cuz yasmin they all were stuck bcuz of the ipw thingy..waited till 2pm before i decided 2 buy bubble tea with pearl..wee..went into school and waited in the canteen 4 them..talked2 with fir..waaa..many ppl tot me and him...kk nvm..u all understand ryt...ME AND HIM ARE GUDFRENS ONLI (: ..after 10 mins or so,gayle and mande appeared den yasmin and sharm..i felt weird..i dunno y sia..its lyk i felt dat everything changed..its lyk everyting was in a rush and no one bothered 2 hear wad i gotta sae they juz went on and do things lyk normal..i wanted 2 talk 2 them but..nvm...well,i felt dat i was being ignored..i didnt haf the mood 2 dance juz now bcuz i tot dat sumting happened in schl dat its juz dat i wasnt informed..out of sudden..i felt weird..nvm..4get it..i'm juz making myself confuse..glad dat everyting's back 2 normal now..babusingh is still missing...i dun care how much you guys will be spending on other cats or animals but they wont be able 2 replace the 1 and only babu):..missing him

2006-07-24T13:23:00.000+08:00

Its now 953 am going 2 10 soon (: .. no one is online now except 4 gayle..meeting sexay at TM later around 12 plus 2 get her ear pierced den i tink want 2 eat xiao bei den will be heading 2 a'fifah house 2 complete the stuupiidd ipw project which we must present tomorrow..arr pathetic sia..haiz..i guess 4rm 2morrow onwards wont be getting enuf rest cuz i bet we will be practsing the whole week until the performance and its 5 daes now before the performance (: ... wee..haha..peishan juz talked 2 me on msn and asked me 2 download the song 'barbie gal'...kakakakaka..i tot she wants 2 listen 2 it skali she need it 4 the performance..heh..paiseh..goodluck 2 the gals hu will be having the audition on the 24th(if i'm not wrng)..kk now my brain blank oredy dunno wad 2 blog so will update later aites (:

2006-07-23T22:10:00.000+08:00

BABUSINGH WHERE ARE YOU??...haiz..he went missing 2dae..was eating xiao bei with yasmin when hong yu sms her saying that whether we can help him search for babu at merville park..we didnt expect dat he would go missing but i cant deny dat i haf alwaes haf this feeling dat something will happen 2 babu..haiz..met hong yu outside merville park,sharm wasnt in so we went in as visotors..went 2 the block where we left babu..went up and down 2 times before we went 2 ifah's house..seriously,i'm quite sad dat he's missing now..i wonder how is he doing now..lets juz pray dat he's okay..babu..babu..haiz..me and yasmin were not able 2 stay and search 4 him dat long bcuz we had 2 go 2 ifah's to complete the ipw project..reached ifah's house at about 4 plus..did our project den her mum asked us 2 stay 4 awhile and eat..gee tanx..reached home at about 9..took my shower ,ironed schl uniform den here i am blogging and tinking of babu..and oya..my mp3 actually nort spoilt..idiot..the man sae batt low..walou reli lor i charged lor den skali batt empty..wad sia..paiseh sia..haiz..but was glad dat can use my mp3 once more..wee...hope he will return soon.

Babu where are you?

2006-07-22T21:42:00.000+08:00

Had rehearsal todae..wanted 2 meet ifah before dat but she said dat she is suppose 2 be in schl by 7 plus so end up,we didnt meet..reached the school's bustop at around 830..i tot dat i was late so i rushed up..but heh,there were ony carmen and another gal(sorry,i 4get wads her name)..waited 4 the others den got ready 2 go backstage..the rehearsal finished quite early at around 11 plus(i tink la)..met ifah at foyer den went 2 east point.i bought slurpy den she bought instant nooddle..sat at the 3rd floor in ep..about 20 mins lydat we chiao..hah..den i saw dat the aunty hu do piercing in wen ting was dere..i quickly rushed down..heh..digged my wallet den found 5 dollars..hehe..wonderful..repierced my 3rd hole..aww,quite pain sia..heh..after dat went home..i was so damn tired..reached home at about 1 pm den slept until 3 plus..den went on9 until now (: ...hope fir haf a safe journey 2 johor (: ..take care buddy.

yours no more

2006-07-21T20:58:00.000+08:00

Went 2 century square 2 eat long john silver with yasmin and a'fifah..so irritating sia..wanna stare2 not happy ar...stuupiid sia those ppl..firdaus came 2 meet us dere when we juz finished eating..juz at the right time (:..after dat ifah went back 2 schl den me yasmin and fir went 2 follow him home 2 take the cat shampoo..we waited under his block lyk 2 idiots while he took the shampoo upstairs..we took the shampoo bcuz we wanted 2 shower babusingh (:..hee..now he smell better..haha..reached scholl at about 3 i tink..when we reached the class den straight away took babusingh 2 the gals toilet and showered it..haha..the boys oso went in juz 2 see the cat shower..hah..pathetic..bt when we reached the toilet,there was an aunty mopping the floor but she let us in 4 awhile..so,all tanx 2 fir (: ..he was the 1 hu showered the cat..lol..and2 sanjay oso..haha..he help us get rid of babusingh's shit in the sink..lol..we went back 2 class 2 dry it..den suddenly i heard the boys saying dat the security guard was coming so we quickly hid babusingh in the box and act lyk as if the box was one of our so called ipw project..hah..the guard came in and asked wad were we doing so we told him dat we were doing project..den u wanna noe wad he did next?he counted us and den told us 2 pass him all our ez link cards 2 him so he can hand it in 2 the discipline master..bastard..he didnt take mine,yasmin and some of us..there were 15 of us including students 4rm other class..he took lyk about 7 or 8 ezlink cards oni..pheww.safe sia..when he went out of the class we quickly cleaned up the classroom den went down 2 the ferst floor..we stood dere wondering wad 2 do..den we decided dat we put babusingh inside my bag..gee..wonderful..lol..removed all my stuff and stuffed him in..hahkz..oya,4get sae dat THE ONE HU TOLD THE SECURITY GUARD ABOUT US WAS THE AUNTY JUZ NOW.. HU WAS CLEANING THE TOILET...argh..idiot sia she..when we procceded 2 the main gate,the guard sae u must haf all the 15 people here den u all can go..idiot la..we had 2 call gayle and fir cuz both of them went different ways 4rm us..when they reached,we went 2 the gate..

security:how many oredy(counting)..so how?ask my senior ferst.
the senior:(showed the serious)wad must u sae??
us:sorry
both security:sorry wad??
us:SORRY SIR!!
security:where's the cat?
us:huh?(act blur)
security:where's the cat?
gayle:orr..we let it go oredy.
security:huh?
us:we let it go behind the school
security:ok.u can go.

waaah..at dat point of tym ar babusingh head can be seen redy bt den i hid behind the boys den quickly walked..pheww..we escaped..den yasmin,hong yu,sharm,shawn and me went 2 sharm's house at merville park dere..we walked dere..hah..damn tired..but i bet babusingh wasnt..he was in the bag and was looking around..he looked comfortable in dere..heh..reached sharm's house at about 4 plus..we rested at the fitness corner and let babusingh free ferst..poor hong yu had 2 look after it cuz it was wandering around...followerd sharm 2 see her bro and asked him where 2 put the cat..at last,her bro lead us 2 the place..but the matress wasnt dere so we cudnt put it dere..we walked aroun den went 2 block 20(i tink)..we went 2 the highest floor..when sharm opened the door 2 the staircase there was a gal and a boy..gee..i dunno wad the hell they doin dere but sharm said dat they were undoing(i tink) their uniform buttons..kk,u wanna noe wad schl?hah..shud not sae it here..dun want disgrace the schl la..somemore the schl one of the popular schl in singapore..heh..u wanna noe,u ask me personally.. (: sharm and yasmin was so disgusted..lol..the gal so nerdy den the boy lyk the same age as us..hah..i heard the boy sae 'paiseh sia' while quickly went down 2 the other floor 2 avoid us..when he went up again 2 take the bags(he lect it dere bcuz in hurry mah..heh)..den i teased him by asking 'u paiseh huh?'..lol!..he ignored..hah..damn paiseh la he..idiot..(lol,kk i noe its disgusting but juz wanna share..hee..its damn disgusting)when they were gone..we sat dere 4 awhile while looking at the cat eating..we left babusingh 4 awhile den went 2 the ferst floor cuz the boys wanted 2 see sharm's dog..after 10 mins lydat,we went up again 2 see whether its still dere..hah..well,it was laying dere quietly..we sat dere 4 awhile den agreed dat sharm will go dere everydae 2 watch over him (:..me and yasmin went 2 east point after dat 2 meet ifah cuz she juz finished her dance...hang out under the tree 4 awhile den went home..slept in the bus den noticed dat the man infront of me looking directly..pathetic sia..funfair izit look at ppl sleeping?..had my shower den on9 (:..fir didn online ar?hmm...

FUCK THE ANONYMOUS

2006-07-20T23:17:00.001+08:00

Had napfa test 2dae...i actually dun want 2 take it 2dae but no choice cuz 2dae the last dae (i tink)..after schl went 2 kfc with a'fifah yasmin and sab..tina didnt tagg along cuz we were pissed off with her..took napfa test den went back class slack 4 awhile..qian hao and val offered 2 buy bubble tea 4 us..woohoo...13 of us odered..lol..after awhile,i heard yasmin shouting 4rm outside syaing dat hong yu brought a cat..gee..i was so excited..lol..i tot it was wild but ended up its very quai..haha..the boys found it on the streets and brought it back 2 class..fir and haziq were dere 2..haziq was so funi juz now..hahakz..we named the cat babusingh..lol!i wonder how isit doing now..hope its ok and doin fine (:..cant wait 2 see him tmrw..wee..fir actually anted 2 go home wif me but i wanted 2 hang out wif the gals 4 awhile so he went off ferst..sorry fir..went home at about 615..took the bus wif sharm.. (:

i Dyed It Red

2006-07-19T22:07:00.000+08:00

Todae many people cried )...arr!my mp3 spoil sia..hah,but nevermiiind cuz i haf warranty card..planning 2 go back the shop on sat after rehearsal..asking isaac 2 tag along cuz i noe he will noe wad 2 sae..heh..after school went 2 eat at banquet(izit the corrcet spelling?..nvm)..den went 4 dance at 3..haf finale reheasal at about 5 and surprisingly we ended early 2dae..waaaaa....juz now the michael jackson's fren stepped on my leg while dancing den i was lyk staring at him luckily he noes wad 2 sae..he said sorry den i continued with the dance...during the second round of praticing,luckily he watched his steps..heh..after dance went with the gals 2 buy my soya bean with pearl den the rest went back while me gayle and qian hao waited under the tree 4 a'fifah...after she came,both of them went back then both of us went 2 kfc 2 eat..met fir and company den..actually fir and me wanted 2 go home 2gether ended up go home with the whole bunch of ncc den i was lyk wth..in the bus they were lyk talking loudly i bet people infront could hear..they disturbed me and fir by saying dat i was his gf..eh please la..he's my fren ok???gudfren (:..hah. reached home at about 915,took my shower den went on9 (:..aiyo tmrw the haf the stupid napfa test...idiot la..

i want all this 2 end

2006-07-18T21:48:00.000+08:00

walan...he no phone oredy liao ):.....nvm..haiz..den very hard 2 communicate liao...

We took away kfc and ate at school..talk2 den me ifah sab and tina watched the ncc practice their parade 4 2morrow tingy..sab and tina went home ferst den me and ifah sat dat 4 how many hours oso i dunno..was quite fun watching them practie (:..they finished at about 6 plus..and ya u noe wad?lol!i realised dat me and yasmin accidentally swopped our bags cuz our bags are the same..hee but luckily i was able 2 change back bcuz i waited 4 her...hahah..when i yasmin know dat we took the wrong bag she laugh lyk hell..haha..when we were watching them,we didnt realize dat he called den suddenly when ifah looked at her phone den she was lyk omg..2 missed calss..sadsad..thatt was him..the ncc finished at about 6 plus den yasmin me and ifah went 2 buy bubble tea den sat under the tree..we talked den went home at about 8..reached home,took my shower..browse thru sci txtbk den here i am..bloggimg (:

the day you went away

2006-07-18T13:29:00.000+08:00

After school,went to east point with Tina and Sab..bought ock den ate in school..went 4 dance..we straight away headed 2 the music room..waaa seyy..2dae i lyk unlucky sia..ferstly,during home ec i was caught using string around my uniform by mdm siti..den during mt my malay teacher saw the string den kena confiscate..she sae will oni het it back after 16 saes..hah!u tink i care??lol..i have lots more at home la..hah...den during dance i kept doing the wrong tings..wasnt quite focusing..no mood dance la den after dance me mande and gayle went 2 7-11 2 buy some snacks..me and gayle were sitting under the tree when peishan and carmen went up 2 us..den we shared our food with them..blabla..talk2..den taqqy came..hah..peishan thought he was my bf..lol!funny la..haha...me and taqqy..took my shower..revised 4 sci test 2morrow den here i am blooging (:...didnt haf time 2 search 4 a nicer skin..i hope this will do (:

2006-07-17T02:27:00.000+08:00

sorry didnt blogg yesterdae cuz i was so lazy...heh..kk now gonna tell u wad happened yesterdae...wait2..i 4get sia...heh..sorry2..i think nothing interesting happened larx.. (:

Todae went 2 yasmin house,met her at about 1230 den ate nasi brani..hehe...after about half and hour,A'fifah arrived..heh..did the acid rain thingy den paint our nails black den suddenly remembered dat tomorrow got home ec..walou..den must remove sia later teacher check my finger nails..sian sia..aiya...went 2 the mama shop with yasmin 2 buy some snacks while a'fifah had the com 2 herself..hmph..hehe..went home at about 10pm...ifah and me went seperate ways..so scary sia walk alone..heh,but luckily when i reached the stop the bus came..tyco huh..lol..reached home at about 1035..phew..luckily dad didnt scold sia juz asked me y i was late..heh

2006-07-14T20:32:00.000+08:00

went 2 xiao bei again wif yasmin,sharm,a'fifah,gayle and mande..after dat we split up cuz gayle and mande wanted 2 take the mrt and fifah had 2 rush 4 tarian..me,sharm and yasmin took bus 38 back 2 school..sharm dropped at her stop while me and yasmin went back 2 school..we hanged out with the ncc gals..lol..we were very bored and ended up passing around ros sharpener around lyk as if it was a game in an arcade..me and karmylia played the game so semangat sey...heh,but it was fun la..hehe..after dat me and yasmin went 2 ep 2 buy ice cream den called fir den both of us went back 2gether..we talked2..i can see dat he was tired so didnt talk much lor..took my shower go on9 :)aiyo..tomorrow got rehearsal..ifah oh ifah!if u were 2 read this rite,meet me tmrw bawah pokok kol 8 okie..heh :)

merpati putih

2006-07-13T19:42:00.000+08:00

went 2 kfc wif yasmin,a'fifah and atiqah..tina and sab didnt tag along cuz they were having a gg meeting..after we ate went 2 seat around school..sat 4 about 1 hour plus..talk2..laugh2..make lame jokes again..haha...we went out of the school at about 4 plus den waited 4 firdaus and haziq..while waiting,ther's this group of guys behind us.luckily fir and haziq reached oredy den they asked haziq 2 help them 2 get my num..i told him dat my phone spoil(a wae 2 escape 4rm giving them my num.heh,but its true larx)..the bus came den me and sab hurried quickly 2 catch the bus(o0ops,4get sae gudbye 2 the others)..i was at the same tym trying 2 avoid them..fir and haziq followed both of us 4rm behind..and when i was about 2 go in the bus,1 of them pulled my bag slightly..i was so pissed la can..u all tink wad?fun fair huh pull pull ppl's bag..u guys dun understand the meaning of spoil huh??nvm..4get about them..oni make my blood boil sia..talk2 2 sab and fir on the bus while haziq went up 2 the second deck..took my shower and here i am again..blogging..chatting 2 yasmin now :)

how could this happen to me?

2006-07-12T22:29:00.000+08:00

went 2 BK after 2 accompany yasmin,tina and sab 2 eat..me and ifah dun feel lyk eating heavy food so we went 2 mirana cake shop and i bought choc waffle and egg tart,a'fifah bought the peanut waffle..after dat we went 2 NTUC 2 buy some sushi den went back 2 BK 2 find dat 3 of them werent dere -.-..lol..we went back 2 school..they were at the canteen..i sat dere 4 awhile den ask a'fifah 2 accompany me go the dance room..hee..tanx a'fifah :)..had rehearsal at 5..dance2 so tired la..after dance waited 4 yasmin and a'fifah..den both of them ate instant noodle while i drank the soya bean wif pearl..heh..a'fifah treated us 2 bubble tea..tankiew ifah :)..sat under the tree den at about 8pm lydat went back..shower..blablabal den here i am blogging..wee..

missing euu

2006-07-11T20:32:00.000+08:00

A'fifah didnt come todae.. ):.. so sad..she cant see me perform..hah..kk,the performance was not dat gud..lyk wad shah sae it wud be a disaster..so its expected..oya hor..JUZ NOW RITE GORT DAT PERSON HOR SAE THE DANCE NOT DAT GUD..EH,U TINK U CAN DANCE BETTER IZIT??cmon la gal,look at urself be4 giving any comments..no use bitching bout others when u,urself,dunno where u stand so juz shut dat gap (:

After school yasmin,gayle mande sab and me went 2 century square 2 eat the chicken nuggets..ooo GOD..i 4get wads the place called..nvm tmrw will ask gayle again :)..after dat we went back 2 school 2 complete our srp project but ended up didnt do it at all..juz sat around at the i-corner den went 2 canteen..when we were at the i-corner,yasmin and me made some lame jokes but we laughed our ass off..haha..tanx 2 dat yasmin la my stomach pain cuz laugh 2 much..hah..when we were at the canteen,sat around with the ncc gals den played the congkak..lol..kk,i admit i dun reli noe how 2 paly :)hee...at around 6 me and tina went home..tina walked home i took the bus..feel so bad never accompany her but i was 2 tired 2 walk :(..sorry tina..haiz..so tired lar..i tink will be on9 4 awhile oni..buhbye :)

euu bitch

2006-07-10T20:18:00.000+08:00

Something funny happened juz now..i was in the ferst floor toilet with gayle,mande and jess and out of sudden mande said dat she cant open the door -.-..heh..then me and gayle tried our best 2 push the door but still no use,the door 2 strong larx..hahakz....at last,i decided 2 climb over 4rm the next door den told mande 2 climb over my shoulder den i pushed her up..i can tell dat she was reli scared..heh..the wall is lyk so high la can..obviously i oso scared la..haha but eventually,both of us managed 2 get out of dat particular cubicle..i will NEVER EVER use it again..later scared end up lyk mande..heh..finally the WANGFEIHONG skills were shown..haha!no la..joking2..hee..kk,after school me,yasmin and afifah went 2 TM and actually wanted 2 eat the chicken nugget..waaa..the chicken made me drool..haha..but 2 bad,the place was full no place 2 seat den we went to lgs instead...talk2,eat2,chat2 den we took the mrt..i was the only 1 hu dropped at simei.so sad..yasmin and a'fifah went home..hah..nothing much happen 2 dae...oya,tmrw modern dance gonna perform 4 the sec 2's and the china students hu are coming 2 our school tmrw.dere will oso be malay dance,eldds and the indian dance..i hope everyting will go smoothly tomorrow..haiz..scared sia..dunnno y..mande,my sayang..dun scared la..i dance beside u mah..hee..relax kae :)..GUdLuck 2 those hu will be danceing tomorrow :)

cut my wrist,black my eye

2006-07-09T21:20:00.000+08:00

i am sooooo sooo sooo sooo HAPPY :)..yipee..finally he is able 2 go on9..get 2 chat wif him after soooo long..hah.... :)..juz 2 happy..hee...so...2dae didnt go out..haiz..so bored..stayed home the whole dae facing the com..so sian...it was about 5 plus when taufiq went on9 and it was unexpected sia..wee..after i went offline at about 6 plus,i sudddenly remembered dat i haven washed my uniform..OMG..i actualy haf 2 sets of uni but the other 1 small redy sia..hah..den i quickly grab my uniform den handwash it myself cuz i didnt want 2 waste tym waiting 4 the next laundry..i spend 20 mins washing it but still no use..still got soap stuck 2 it sooo ended up my dad saw wad i was doin and told me 2 use the washer machine..but hor..i dunno how 2 use cuz this is the new 1 oni mum noes how 2 use it..when i switch on the washer machine..me and dad stared at the machine blankly..haha!dat was funny..den he told me 2 continue with my own stuff and he will wash it 4 me..i was lyk pheww..went in the room ironed my siblings uniforms den here i am blogging nd chatting wif the NCC gals..yeah..weee...at last get 2 chat wif him :)

2006-07-09T04:14:00.000+08:00

Cant sleep..its oredy 4 in the morning..haiz..i didnt update cuz my dad la..he tole me 2 pick my lil sis bag which was laying on the floor..i wasnt in the mood at dat tym..so i picked it up and threw it on the sofa..my dad gave me dat face..i reli hate dat look..

dad:iqah,y u very rude ?
me:[all the way kept quiet]
dad:2nite u cannot use the com..dun even touch the com

i was lyk wadever la..wont die wad if never use 4 1 night wad..
i cant think of aniting 2 blog now..guess all my frens are snoring at this point of tym..haiz..will blog again later..

you lied through ur teeth

2006-07-07T21:10:00.000+08:00

I love levan from a band called ronin..hee..i didnt lyk him actually until 2dae when he attended the class talk..when igot 2 see him face 2 face u realised dat he's cute.. hee :)..i actually wanted his autograph and take picture with him but i very shy lar..haha so ended up never do aniting juz kept on staring at him and wad's more?my phone spoil so cannot take pic liao...so sad sia..

yay!i'm getting a new phone soon :)...tanx ibu..hehe.. muax!yipee..cant wait. :)
after the class talk ended we went back 2 school,hang around 4 awhile..den when 2 eastpoint popular den went 2 buy soya bean wif pearl..wee..when i was shaking the bubble tae,i realised dat a man was videoing us 4rm starbucks with dat big camera..i wanted 2 tell the others but as soon as i wanted 2 open my mouth,i realised dat sab and sharm went 2 catch the bus 9 without even telling me..hmph..haha..the minute i saw them runing,i oso ran lyk 1 mad gal trying 2 catch up with them..i totally 4get 2 sae bye 2 yasmin,afifah and gayle..haha..i'm still wondering y did he video us and dat did he vidoe me when i was running lyk a mad woman?haha! nvm bout dat..kk,until here den cuz want 2 chat with yasmin :)

2006-07-06T22:28:00.000+08:00

didnt go 2 school 2dae..i guess i missed loads of tings..many things happened within dat few hours...haiz..i could'nt get out of bed juz now cuz my whole body ache lyk hell..i haf 2 bear wif the cramp on the leg..my mum sae its someting2 biawak..i dunno wad the hell is dat..nvm..i went on9 in the afternoon and found out dat peishan was on9 so we chatted 4 awhile b4 she said dat she wanted 2 play games..blablabla..i went offline at around 5 plus den ate some ice cream :)..i went on9 again at 9 plus den a'fifah and yasmin was online..no wonder i felt very down and out of sudden no mood..i found out dat something happened juz now,at school..SORRY YASMIN...i wasnt dere when u needed some1 2 cheer u up..i'm very sorry :(..but i promise i will be there when u need me the next tym...i will :)..cheer up kae :)....haiz

2006-07-05T21:47:00.000+08:00

After school i kena slap sia with dat budak gyler..lol...den i slap back la..haha..den she sae during ncc her face itchy..haha!..u see,hu ask u 2 slap me ferst..lol..after dat went luch wif mande,gayle,qian hao,sharm,jess,ketty,jorene and sheeming..after dat we had dance and dance ended at 6 plus den waited 4 a'fifah at the foyer..tergelek2 uh minah 2..lol..we went 2 buy bubble tea...while waitin in the line i remembered dat i was suppose 2 sms taufiq(use afifah phne)!!i waited and waited..didnt reply den suddenly he replied!!!!!yeepee...hahha..but den rite u noe wad?he said dat he was admitted 2 hospital..haiz..guess i was right..i got dat feeling 2..and den he sae his com spoil..so sad..hah,but nvm :)..i still got 2 chat with him..wee..so happy..hah..

HApPy BuRfDAe gAyLE!!!lovE YoU <3

2006-07-04T22:30:00.000+08:00

Celebrated our darling GAYLE's burfdae..heh..it was a last minute 'thing'..and everybody was in a rush..i was worried dat she might suspect something..haha..if she does den not fun redy sia..luckily she didnt :)..haha..yasmin,tina,sab,a'fifah,melle,jess,peishan,carmen and me were dere 2 celebrate wif her..wee..after celebrating,gayle,a'fifah.yasmin and me went 2 mande's 2 pass the leftovers of the cake 4 her and sharm but ended up mande go eat all of it up..hahas..while walking 2 mande house suddenly saw this bunch of idiots at the bustop and i was lyk ~~wtf~~..they go sae some pervetic stuffs which i dun wish 2 state it here..wew were lyk euwww...nvm..wadever la eh..reached infront of mande's doorstep and passed her the cake..den,we went 2 hang around 4 awhile opposite her blog..talk2,laugh2 den went home..when i reached right infront of the house,i was so pissed off la can..i haf 2 stay outside the house 4 half an hour -.- under the hot sun cuz the corridor so small den i must squeeze at 1 spot 2 able 2 get 'shelter'..blablab..dad finally came home..phewww...go take my shower den on9 den u noe wad?i realized dat my msn was lyk offline den i paniced den haf 2 press this connection button but no use..still no use..i was so pissed den can only go on9 again at 10 plus..arrr...and den here i am..blogging..wee..i decided dat i shud follow wad mande told me juz now..try sms him and ask how is he but i 4gotten bcuz was 2 excited with gayle's burfdae..hahas..i hope i will remember 2 sms him tmrw :)..tmrw having rehearsal..arrrr..so tired of rehearsal..i pity fifah sia..her leg lyk getting worse den i dun tink she wud be able 2 dance..i dunno y i can feel the pain..haha..

2006-07-03T22:40:00.000+08:00

haha!so kecoh sia juz now..when i went on9 juz now kena attack and was added 2 the convo..dere were 5 or 6 of them..lemme see..hmm,there was firdaus,adi,yasmin,a'fifah,izul(fir cuz) and me..den soon yang was added 2 but he was bz i tink den went out of the convo den came hilman..i ferst tym saw him sae ~~fuck you~~ sia..he was scolding adi i tink..hah..den blablbal..chat2 den lol here lol dere..haha..der at last the convo ended at 1039pm exactly according 2 my com...now i'm feeling damn bored..no1 2 chat with...oh GOD i'm tinking of him now..i hate this..everytym if dere's nth 2 occupy my mind he will appear..haiz..sent him an offline msg but still haven reply yet...maybe his com spoil or sumting..i dunno..juz felt dat he's trying 2 avoid me...nvm..4get bout him, 4get bout him..argh...i feel lyk crying..but cant..its not oni bcuz of him..i dunno dere's juz 2 much tings on my mind..i hate my life..i dunno wad can cheer me up at this kind of things..my close fren's maybe :)..hope so..cant wait 2 see them tmrw..yay...arrr,havent complete my malay hwk..die die die..nvm tmrw can copy..heh..yeah dats me..a lazy bum :)...

2006-07-03T14:15:00.000+08:00

sosososo sorry this few daes haf been lazy 2 update..haiz..oya..tanx Gayle 4 guiding me thru how 2 change the tingy..lolx..thanx again..hee..kk now..i'm reli trying very hard 2 4get ~~him~~..this kind of things alwaes happen 2 me..destiny i guess..nvm..juz hope dat i can 4get him 1 dae...kk,back 2 the last 2daes..we went 2 syf and it was soso la..gayle,mande,yasmin sharm and me met at tm 2 eat the wad food i oso dunno but the chicken was damn hot la can..hah but it was tasty..u see,talkin bout it now make me feel so hungry sia..how i wish i haf it right infront of me..yumyum..heh..afterdat we went 2 schl and hang aroundin the canteen 4 about half an hour den went 2 the essemble..blablabla...chatting with firdaus ~~onli~~.where yasmin sia sae wanna on9 den never on9..arrr...now listening 2 the song 'broken'..it oni reminds me of ~~him~~....k la i dunno wad 2 sae 4 now..continue later..

broken

2006-06-29T21:44:00.000+08:00

2006-06-29T21:40:00.000+08:00

HaPPy BelAteD bURfDAe yAsMin!!!!!!!!!

heh..we celebrated yasmin's burfdae after schl 2dae..it was fun but 2 bad she oredy suspected it..heh..after celebrating we took some pic and den went home..den i go on9 until 730 den i slept until 845..lol!nth much reli happen 2dae..haiz..he never on9....

everyting juz seem so wrong

2006-06-28T23:10:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BURFDAE YASMIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!sorry didnt update 4 quite a long tym which is 5 daes i tink..haf been lazy larx..haha..2dae everyting went normal and we had reheasal juz now..reached home at about 815 den took a bath den go on9..waa siao haven even do hwk yet..hee..nvm la..dun care..hahakz..den when i went on9 taufiq attack redy..haha..lyk real..he was waiting 4 me 2 go on9..aww,so sweet hee..tanx taufiq :)..he waited 4rm 815 den i on9 at 9..lol!

the truth

2006-06-23T21:32:00.000+08:00

haiz..someting happened yesterdae and its affected me..until now..haiz..nvm..was supposed 2 go ep juz now with a'fifah den cancelled cuz she cudnt make it..so sianz..the whole dae stayed at home..i reli hate smebody and feel lyk smacking his fucking face..

stupidity

2006-06-22T22:46:00.000+08:00

7 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME:
1. i love my my family especially my mum!
2. i love my darlings!
3. i love dancing.
4. i like 2 talk cock..hee
5. i dun reli lyk shopping
6. i love eating choclates!
7. i love the life story guy..wee

7 THINGS THAT SCARES ME:
1. butterflies
2. lizards
3. pimples
4. oily face
5. extra fats
6. ghost
7. my dad

7 RANDOM MUSIC AT THE MOMENT:
1. missing you
2.gou gou shou
3. wanna ride(take the lead)
4. together feat.Rah digga
5. almost here
6. buried alive

7. everytime we touch
7 THINGS I SAY MOST:
1. fuck
2. hee
3. kwang3
4. tsk
5.hah
6. okae

7. wadever
7 PEOPLE TO DO THIS:
1. mande
2. xu han

3.sining

4.isma

5.unknown

6.unknown

7.unknown

2006-06-22T12:58:00.000+08:00

2006-06-22T12:20:00.000+08:00

Three Parts of your heritage :
wad is dat?

Three things that scare you:
butterflies,ghost and lipas..eeee

Three of your everyday essentials:
hp,com and money la

Three things you're wearing now:
t-shirt,shorts and..*beep*

Three of your favourite bands or musical artists at this moment:
ferst lady,rihanna and cascada

Three of your favourite songs at this moment:
missing you,buried alive and together

You want in a relationship(other than love) :
well..i guess i haf 2 agree wif gayle..faithfullness
..dats impotant
Two truths and a lie:
i dun haf special features,i'm having a crush on some1 and i love 2 be surrounded by butterflies..hee

Three Physical things about the opposite sex that appeal you:
personality and looks..(okok i no its nt rite 2 base on their looks but wad 2 do..)
Three of your favourite hobbies:
dance,eat choclates and smsing

Three things you want really badly right now:
money3,slim down and nw stuffs

Three Places you want to go on vacation:
perth,thailand and india

Three things you want to do before you die:
haf 1 peaceful dae,haf lots nd lots of money,get 2 see my hu is my future husband=)
Three things i would like to see take this quiz:
mande,sining,xuhan

2006-06-22T11:57:00.000+08:00

wAAaAaAaA...so long never update..sorry peepz..my com siao..hehe...so yesterdae mande,gayle and melle were supposed 2 take their measurements but end up peishan sheeming katty jess carmen and me followed them cuz we didnt noe where 2 go so followed them dere=)..haha..while 6 of us waited 4 them outside the shop we talk2 den skali the aunty told us 2 take the measurements oso..by then i was lyk huh?shah didnt even sae aniting..scared he will scold but the aunty sae juz take so take lor..the aunty go measure until i can feel the itchiness den some more she very fast sia take the measurement..hah,after we had taken the measurements,we went 2 bugis walk2 den took neoprints..hee..we had illegal gathering on the mrt b4 goin 2 bugis and everybody was lyk looking at us..den blablablabalbala....den went 2 mos burger bought the milk tea and 9 of us shared the drink..after dat we took the train and went back..went 2 meet yasmin in the kfc..waited 4 a'fifah den sat 4 awhile talk2 den went back..had lots of fun...=)

2006-06-05T01:17:00.000+08:00

2dae i was suppose 2 go yasmin's house but was nt able 2 becuz mum did nt allow..how sad rite???haiz...i was online the whole dae..so sianz den arnd 9pm plus he called 2 sae dat he was goin 2 chalet..haa..i was lyk okie den..bt wont be able 2 talk 2 him..lol,den i sae nvm la..heee..how swit,didnt expect dat he wud call me even if he was left with only 5 mins..hah..bt its okie..its nice of him..weee

confused

2006-06-03T21:24:00.000+08:00

haiz.. i dunno y nowadae lyk lazy 2 update liao..haiz..

yesterdae:went 2 hospital 2 send my sis..den after awhile yasmin and a'fifah came and accompanied me..THANKX guys!love you..went back at 8 plus den straught awae went 2 the room cuz suddenly no mood go on9..he called and we talked 4 at least an hour i tink...shud be..blablablal..den i went on9 at 1 plus den at 3 plus den slip..hahkz

2dae:went 2 hospital den went 2 grandma's house den went back..heh..den here i am..lame..haiz..dunno wad 2 sae

coincidence

2006-06-01T22:15:00.000+08:00

malay oral was damn hard la can..haiz..hope i can pass..after the oral which ended at aroun 9 plus, afifah tina and me went 2 buy some snacks and ate under a tree..haha..den after went back..was damn earlyreached home at about 10 plus den online till 4 plus den taufik called and we talked 4 about 2 hours..i guessed..we talked laughed and so on..hah,was fun talking 2 him =)..

u haf no rights 2 look down on me u bloody idiot.ur the idiotic wan okie..u cant dance den juz mind ur own business.dancers dun nid any badges 2 be able 2 dance u idiot.

wadeva

2006-05-31T21:48:00.000+08:00

as usual i had dance 2dae..did power..after dance decided 2 wiat 4 yasmin 2 finish her ncc..after eating at BK we were wondering where 2 go so at last we went 2 yasmin's mum food stall..felt so awkward being dere cuz ppl will kip staring at u..after dat we went 2 harbour front..walk2 den went back..

heartbroken

2006-05-30T20:48:00.000+08:00

had engish oral 2dae..waa seh..kept saying 'ya..ermm..'..i scared fail sia..nvm..juz pray dat i can pass =)..after dat,sharm and yasmin went 2 my house 2 play com liao..after they went back @ around i logged off den slept 4 awhile den online again..2morrow haf dance....yay!!cant wait..

fuck off u bitch

Things will never be the same without you… What did I do to deserve this I didn't even get one last kiss From you – oh baby God took your love from me He needed an angel so it seems I need to feel your hands all over me I need to feel you kissin me I need to feel you holdin me I need to feel your touch Cuz I miss your love so much And I… can’t keep on living this way I need you here with me Why would he take you away... from me (Chorus:) It's hard for me to tell you I love you As I'm standing over your grave And I'll know I'll never hear your voice again Why did you leave me Why couldn't you just stay Because my world is nothing, without you Now I don't know what to do with myself I would've given you anything Just to make you happy Just to hear you say that you love me one last time I'd go to hell back over and over again Just to prove to you, how much I need you here There is nothing that I wouldn't do I cry for you… I lied for you And there's no doubt that if I could take your place from heaven I would die for you… yes I would I would rather give up my life Then to see tears in your eyes I can't stand to see you cry (Chorus) I just don’t know what to do with myself I can’t stop looking at those pictures on my shelf Knowing it was just one week ago, stood there and took that picture There just one thing that I want to know Why would god want to hurt me so bad Does he know how much it hurts to be missing you Baby, I’m missing you… baby I’m missing you I love you… ooh… god damnit I love you Why did he did he take you away, Love me…because I love you so… I miss you so much baby… I just can’t go on baby

2006-05-29T20:42:00.000+08:00

wah seh..have beenn bz these 2 daes..kk will update feel so odd if i dun..lol

yesterdae>>went 2 chalet..cik mus nyer chalet..tot it wud be boring den didnt want 2 go but den mum forced me and i had 2 go..reached dere sat dere lyk an idot..den when nite comes then i felt lyk as if i didnt want 2 go home..at ferst i walk around the chalet lyk an idiot den met this 2 kids playing with the ball..i wanted 2 join but felt so embarrased den i juz sat dere until this group of chinese guys came and sae dat they wanna play soccer with them..there were 3 of them so the 2 kids invited me and my bro 2 join them so we joined..was quite glad actually..den come this 2 guys..name hakim and haikal(siblings)amd they joined in the game ..den another 2 person join..wah seh at dat moment i was lyk wth suddenly many ppl come..den u noe wad?this group of CSS teachers joined us too..hah..we played for about an hour..didnt expect dat tis wud happen..hah..after the game end..the teachers thank us 4 the game..we went home at about 12 plus..den slept at about 3 plus bcuz i was talking 2 taufiq(my msn fren)..got 2 noe him better after the talk..

2dae>>As usual got dance den after dance follow yasmin go rebond her hair..u noe wad..i oso end up rebonding my frindge..lol den went back

missing you

2006-05-27T12:11:00.000+08:00

yesterdae my dad didnt allow me 2 go online..dunno y sia..haiz

yesterdae>>went 2 see the VP..yeah ryt..nagged here nagged dere den still can smile2 sia..tsk2..den u noe wad?when i went out dat bitch was dere!so obvious dat she was trying 2 hear wad the VP sae lor..eh gal,i wont drop lar ehk..i even promise 2 the VP dat i will werk hard so fat chance dat i will drop..mark my werds..i'm gonna do well aite..mark dat..

2dae>>staying at home...so boring la can..only chat wif Abdullah and Firdaus..gayle and mande nt online=(oya..sme1 wrote me a frenster msg(nt goin 2 tell hu,u want u ask me personally)..i dun reli get wad he mean sia...lol..

will alwaes be by ur side..love u IBU!

2006-05-25T19:42:00.000+08:00

...yesterdae didnt update aniting juz the stress ting so gonna up date nw..here it goes

yesterade:

shyt i 4get liao wad happened yesterdae.wait3 i tink..uh huh..yea..had modern dance,practiced 4 the 4oth anniversary..haiz..so stress..den on the wae back in bus i saw isma's mum den salam..went back home then go online liao..

2dae:

went 2 confront dat B***H..she still can sae its a'fifah fault lor..she kept saying the same ting until we brought in QH name lor..den she wanna sae..cmon bitch,its so obvious dat ur twisting the story so stop ur acting aite..i'm nt satified wif u..

TO DAT PERSON U SURELY NO HU U R:lyk wad sharm sae we dun bother u please dun bother us juz mind ur own business can?? and i am sure dat ur damn happy 2 hear dat i'm quitting gerl guide ryt??i bet u r..dun tink i quited bcoz of u..so please dun feel so BHB..i haf better tings 2 concentrate on lyk dance and my studies..and last reminder dun ever tink of trying 2 use any of us 2 get info whether we talk about u or not..even if we do wad can u do?its our mouth so F**K OFF OK?
i dun wish 2 waste my tym on a person lyk u..dats all LoSer

WHERE DID U GO?

2006-05-24T20:56:00.000+08:00

ARGH!S-T-R-E-S-S!!!wad the hell sia??how am i suppose 2 tell tis 2 my mum??????arghhh

happy now bitch?

2006-05-23T20:44:00.000+08:00

sometyms i wonder y the MOE must gif us those difficult papers 2 deal wif.bullshyt..now wad??i having problem sia and the problem is affecting my mood..my mood 2 go outing 4 tmrw my mood 4 dancing..haiz..stupid!!!!stressstressstress...GOD,i nid my answer 2 my questions....haiz..arghhh...some1 help me can????i juz cant seem 2 reax myself.................................

somebody save me

2006-05-22T21:36:00.000+08:00

yay!2dae we get 2 switch 2 home econ..lala..no longer DNT..sux man..lol..2dae had dance,waa seh my back so pain do stretch here stretch dere..haiz..lol juz nw when me,gayle qian hao and euodia were on our wae out of schl it started 2 rain so heavily.damn sway can den we used my umbrella den u noe wad happen?lolx!the umbrella turned inside out and gayle and me were laughing non stop when we were crossing the road..haha.

feel the emptiness inside me

2006-05-21T20:52:00.000+08:00

sian lor 2dae..we planned 2 go out 2dae but den ended up we didnt go..sian sian sian..hmm..2dae schl liao...so boring sia..2dae nothing much happen...lyk usual lor..hah..i watching SI now..lol,see some of them very funny sia..hahakz..hmm..

be the 1 2 save me

2006-05-20T23:01:00.000+08:00

u noe wad??i almost 4get 2 update my blog again...lol!thankx 2 ABDULLAH la...tanx buddie=)heh..actually 2 dae nth new juz a typical dae..sleep eat chat lor..hmm...aiya 2dae might as well dun post lor bt since i remembered juz post lor..hehekz..

goin crazy

2006-05-19T21:46:00.000+08:00

yes..i failed my math again..got very low 4 my math..damn low la can..nvm..wad can i do?its oredy done so no use dwelling over it..2dae had GG..went 4 the course..was a fast 1 sia..den pkayed game during guides..quite fun..oya,juz now when we were taking photo outside the police station,got tis whole bunch of CD(civil defence)guys go wolf whistle..siao ar they..so cikopek sia..

for this particular person:cmon la..dun nid 2 hide ur fucking true colours and act so gud infront of others yet talk bad bout the behind their back..stop hiding ur true colours..almost all of us noe ur fucking attitude oredy..dun treat others lyk toys ok bitch>>u wanna noe y i call u bitch?ok i tell u..cuz u behave lyk wan fucking female dog and u flirt arnd lyk a despo dats y i called u dat...dats the best werd i guess..pukimak is oso a gud werd 2 scold u..find it rather interesting ..hmm...and ya..stop acting ok?ur acting sux..wanna act oso cnt act properly..cn go die la u..wan act so gud infront of me..u can fuck off la ok..its the best wae BITCH.

U ARE MY ONLY 1

2006-05-18T21:38:00.000+08:00

2dae straight awae after schl we went for lunch den i went 2 grandma's house..luckily my uncle offer 2 send us dere..went 2 SGH..sianz sia..waited for at least 2 hours 4 my grandma's turn..den i was the 1 hu had 2 suffer u noe..she nagged2 sae y so late la this la dat la..sian..went out of the hospital at arnd 6 plus and reached home at 7 plus..2dae didnt even talk 2 a'fifah..dunno wads happening 2 our frenship..izit gonna stay lydat 4ever?hope not..haiz..i almost fail my english paper sia..had never failed english b4..damn it!but i'm thankful dat at least i passed=)..2dae i find tis sme1 very irritating sia..smile here smile dere den behind ppl go backstab sia..sae bad tings about them lyk as if she is so perfect..pls la..u haf guy oredy den act lyk yr attached oredy la dun go arnd smsing other guys and talk about them 2 ur bf..i reli pity her bf sia..he love her so much yet she do this 2 him..ok,dun wan 2 talk bout it anymore..i'm pissed off..ass la she.. i no comment..spoil my mood sia..

ur the reason i feel so alive

2006-05-17T22:11:00.000+08:00

2dae was a boring dae 4 me..stayed at home 4rm morning 2 nite..haiz...was online in the morning 4rm 9am to 3pm plus den logged off 4 awhile..yasmin called me den we talked on the phne 4 1 hour plus..we talked laugh talked laugh and den put down the phne and without realising i was asleep 4 lyk 2hours plus until 6plus den i online again until now lorx..nth 2 do wad..2morrow scared sia wan 2 go schl..guess will be getting my papers back..sure die 1..hmm..god,i am getting darker sia..so sad..bt nvm..lyk wad Gayle the president sae,we haf sum whitening cream wad..duhh..hmm..*yawn*..oya..lucky readers la u all..i almost 4get 2 update my blog sia..hahahkz..STM la..paiseh hor..hmm..ok lar..i wanna sleep..gdnite!

my one and only

2006-05-16T19:42:00.000+08:00

2dae went 2 pasir ris beach with Mande,Yasmin,Gayle,Sharm,a'fifah and sab..we planned 2 mit up at 1030 in the morning but ended up meeting each other at arnd 12..lolx..sharm and gayle were the ferst ones 2 arrive..me and sab went 2 mcdonald 2 look 4 them..waited 4 at least 1 hour 4 fifah and yasmin..yasmin's mum cooked bee hun..it was delicious..haf 2 thank her mum=)..we hit the water the moment we finished eating the food..at ferst,i didnt want 2 join them in the water but ended up joining them..lolx..cuz will feel so left out if i didnt go in the water wif them..so we stayed in the water 4 at least half an hour den me,sharm and yasmin went 2 the playground 2 play..Gayle got sunburn=( pity her...hmm,i sometyms envy Mande..she haf a lyf full of exciting tings happening arnd her..lucky her=)she's got great and fun cousins sia..so gud..me,i am nt even close 2 them..hmm..yeah,me and him broke u 2dae..2dae is our 1st mth anniversary so me and him only 1 month and dat is damn short sia..nvm,i dun regret breaking wif him..i feel dat i'm free 2 do aniting i want...*yawn*damn tired..guess gonna sleep early 2dae..its a tiring dae but a fun 1:)

gdnite!

stronger without you

2006-05-15T17:58:00.000+08:00

B***H is the best way 2 discribe her..i'm juz being straight foward lor..u see,we all planned 2 go pasir ris beach den skali hor the B***H sae she oso go cuz sae wad gg wif the old frens(as if lor)..she wanted it 2 sound as if its coincidentally we were gg on the same dae..make me pissed off sia..but nvm =)i cant wait 4 tmrw sia..ferst we gonna enjoy ourselves till we are satisfied den he sae he gonna meet me tmrw..yes!!!lol..cant wait...hmm..he sae he gonna bring 2 of his frens den i was lyk are they gonna follow us arnd luckily no but they are juz gonna sit arnd dere..*tsk tsk*hmm..ya hor 4get 2 sae wad i did 2dae..hmm..the math paper was lyk damn hard lar can den u noe wad the B***H was so irritating sia she turned our direction and chewed tis chewing gum...so distracting den can still ask our form teacher how 2 do the que..idiot sia..hate her so much..will alwaes do..mark my words..fcuk la..wadeva..cnt be bothered..its typical her wad..nvm..cant wait 4 tmrw=)gonna see him..yay!!!!

buhbye!!!
love ya all

~will alwaes hate u..bear dat in mind~

2006-05-14T21:17:00.000+08:00

takder keje laen ehk? Me sHaRm N yasMin ShaKiRA!!!
YEaH!
PeaCe GuYs!
piC TaKeN on 14 mAY 2006

2006-05-14T20:36:00.000+08:00

went 2 yasmin house 2 study but ended up didnt study(expected)den instead of studying we all go take lots and lots of pic..lolx..den went 2 tm 2 see the ring dat i want 2 buy 4 him..but its 15dollars sia..haiz..x but nice..nvm juz buy lor..he sae tmrw den confirm wif me whether meeting or nt..haiz..lyk wad ryt last minute den wanna sae..sad sia..den we took neoprint..only me and yasmin so nt dat lively lor..*smile and photo taken smile and photo taken*..so sianz..wished dat gayle sharm sab mande etc were dere den it wud be more lively..but nvm=)i wud be able 2 see them tmrw...yay!dunno y so happy see them sia..hah..maybe love them 2 much..lolx..*yawn*i tired oredy.sianz 2morrow math paper 2 sia..damn nervous..wish me luck 4 tmrw paper aite...kk,i tink i gtg now..

buhbye! nitez=)

will alwaes be by my side

2006-05-13T15:26:00.000+08:00

As WE gO oN
We ReMeMbeR
Me=)
AlL tHE TyMS
We HaD TogETHer We WIlL stiLL Be
FRENZ 4EvEr
Will aLWAeS be bY mY sIDE

2006-05-13T15:23:00.000+08:00

THe ClOSEsT gUy FReN

TaQQy!

2006-05-13T15:05:00.000+08:00

2dae did nth much..i was planning 2 go online at 2pm but guess wad?my elder sis was oredy infront of the com(sianz)..had 2 wait 4 at least 1 hour 2 be able 2 use the com..hmm..while sitting on the sofa,i juz remembered dat my bf was celebrating his bdae 2dae..i cant come cuz its 2 far..so sad..den i realized dat i haven even tot of buying him aniting and panic lyk hell cuz will be meeting him on mondae which is his real burfdae..i asked 4 suggestions 4rm my msn frens and yasmin and ended up decided 2 buy him a t-shirt..realized dat it's not easy 2 find a guy's present..had 2 crack my head lyk hell..haiz,but nvm now at least i haf some ideas of wad 2 buy but i still tink dat tshirt is the best choice so dats it i'm gonna buy him a tshirt at ipzone(which is in ep)..hmm..i guess 2dae i will only be online 4 the whole dae..sian..yay!cant wait 4 tuesdae!will having picnic wif all the gals at east coast=)relli cant wait..ok,dats it 4 2dae..nth much 2 sae.

buhbye

will alwaes love u no matter wad

2006-05-12T16:54:00.000+08:00

2dae i got no plans..juz sit home and online..lame i noe but wad 2 do?its raining out dere..hmm..firdaus juz sms me and ask me 2 go 2 an open house wif him den i sae dun wan leh(very paiseh u noe)i will feel so xtra but he insist and i kept saying no..feel so bad..if ur reading tis,firdaus i wud lyk 2 sae sorry ok..sometyms i juz kip wondering will we be frens 4ever lyk we alwaes sae we wud?i dun think so..frankly speaking i can see dat dere's a change in fifah..i reli miss the old her..she and me used 2 be so close but not anymore..walou,now i feel lyk crying sia..somemore i listening 2 graduation song..its very touching lehx..i dunno y am i feeling nervous now.hmm maybe i haf the feeling dat i will nt do well 4 math and sci paper..but i still haf a 2nd hope 4 math cuz having paper 2 tis monday..i will be meeting him tis monday i guess..so nervous..haf never seen him b4..i juz hope dat boii_gall@hotmail.com will not bother me anymore..eh boii_gall!2 whoever u are,i juz gotta sae dat ur a big hamji!u better noe dat u coward..ok back 2 my frens, lets juz 4get bout dat coward..he/she is nth but a coward..hmm,4 now i feel dat the closest 2 me are yasmin sabirah taqqy gayle sharm and mande(did i miss any1 out?i dun tink so)hah,mande juz sent me the link 4 'you got served'..man,i juz admire them..how i wish i can dance lyk them..it is so cool but needs alot of effort 2 be able 2 lyk them i guess(shah alwaes sae dat if u wanna dance well and impress others,u haf 2 sacrifice)talking about dance,i juz remembered dat i am gonna be damn bz.i will be having dance practices almost everyday next month and of course as usual guides courses..i wonder if i can make it 4 all the practices cuz i scared dat the courses and practices will clash..arghh.so stress!!ok den,dats all 4 2dae = )

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