Wednesday, August 30, 2006
Yoz (: ..just finish eating durian..hee..okae,2dae nth much happened..lemme just give a summary (:
After schl went 2 eat kfc with yamsin,a'fifah,sharm.gayle,mande and isaac..after dat went back 2 school to watch the rehearsal..slacked around..we played 21 den i lost and i was pinced on the cheek by isaac -.- ..heh,..bt its better den he slap my hands cuz it will be bloody painful..okae,fifi came up 2 gallery after he finished ncc..went back at 5 plus wif fifi (:
oya hor just now rite got this bloody idiot go purposely bang into me..nabey..u tink wad?funfair ar?fucking bitch la u..
tomorrow goin back schl?shud i?aiyo,tmrw den decide (:
oyayayay!i decided to do belly peircing at the end of yeah...WEEE..i'm lovin this babe (: ..gonna start saving up until i have $6o..woohoo (:
Take back all those words
9:04 PM
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Tuesday, August 29, 2006
Nothing much happened todae.hang around 4 awhile at eastpoint and went home wif fir..idiot sia..want stare2..u tink wad?funfair ar stare2?idiot..waaa.so damn pissed wif those suckers hu added me 2 their convo and got my msn stucked up and i haf 2 keep signing in cuz once is nt enuf 4 them..they have 2 atleast add me 4 to 5 times..nabey,u tink fun izit?fuck u bitches..
to be real,it doesnt really matter
9:15 PM
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Monday, August 28, 2006
Did a new dance 4 deepavali.Was planning 2 follow mellisa 2 pierce her belly bt ended up didnt go cuz we tot about the consequences if she were 2 pierce 2dae and perform on thursdae.I also doubt dat even if they were to go,i wont be able to cuz dad will nag ): ..so after dance went home straight.
Weee..got my malay result..cikgu said dat it was well done but i am not satisfied wif my results so will try 2 do better 4 EOY exam and for math,its expected i juz dont seem 2 be able 2 do well..so dissapointed of myself ): ..OMG!talking about eoy reminded me of the eoy timetable dat i juz get juz now..argh,it's so stressful u noe..have to start planning on which dae 2 start revising ):
Dere will still be dance next week eventhough its a holidae cuz we have 2 reli do things fast cuz many performance coming up..bt actully hor i tink its better 2 haf dance rather den rot at and nothing 2 do so i rather go 4 dance.
still thinking whether or nt 2 go back 2 my old schl..shud i? i tink most probably i wont .
Its just you and me
8:27 PM
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Sunday, August 27, 2006
Sharm called at about 11 plus 2 ask whether she can go sexay house wif me so i said ok bt she must wait under my void deck until 1230..at last,she msged me syaing dat she go sexay ouse ferst..heh..okae,so i took my tym and reached sexay's house at about 1250..went 2 the fairprice 2 buy some ingredients dat is needed 2 make nasi lemak..woohooo..yasmin's mum cooked nasi lemak..it was nice ..tanx (:
Ifah came at about 1 plus..chatted den i slept 4awhile..heh..did my home ec hwk(at last its done ) ..went 2 interchange wif sharm and sexay while ifah went back..waited 4 lincoln..ahha..he is soo lame bt he's funny..lol..walked around 4awhile den went back..4 of us took the same bus..yasmin went off teh bus ferst..bye2 yasmin den both of them den me (: ..reached home and my sis was infront of teh com so i decided 2 take my shower ferst..waaa..i am pissed wif her sia..y cant she jzu logg off lyk how she alwaes do??instead she turned the com off den i had 2 restart it back -.-
i shud let it all out
10:18 PM
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Saturday, August 26, 2006
yoz..i'm back..okae,rotted at home..slept,eat and watched tv..was glad about wad fifi told me this afternoon..everything is goin back lyk normal..well,he sae he think so but i hope its 4 real..went onlline at 8 plus..want to go out tommorow..damn bored...hu want to go out wif me?any takers?heh (:
Calling out your name Your face is everywhere I'm reaching out to you To find that you're not there I wake up every night To see the state I'm in It's like an endless fight I never seem to win
I can't go on as long as I believe Can't let go when I keep wondering
Chorus:Where are you now, what have you found Where is your heart, when I'm not around Where are you now, you gotta let me know Oh baby, so I can let you go
I can hear your voice The ring of yesterday It seems so close to me But yet so far away I should let it out To save what's left of me And close the doors of doubt Revive my dignity
Bit, I can't go on as long as I believe Can't let go when I keep wondering
Chorus
I should let it out, it's time to let you go Oh baby, I just want to know
Chorus
the end (:
clem juz sent me this (: tanx
10:19 PM
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okokokokokokok..i noe i've been very lazy these past few daes 2 even update..okok,about the chalet thingy actually deres many things dat i wanna update bt 2 bad i'm juz 2 lazy to type it out..juz wanna sae dat i did enjoy myself and we celebrated baby jasmine's burdae..HAPPY BELATED BURFDAE JAMINE (: hmm..so after schl yesterdae went 2 xiao bei wif a big group which consist of yasmin,gayle,a'fifah,mande,sharm,fifi and me..me and ifah had 2 go back wif fifi by train cuz his ncc boots were in the locker and we had 2 open it 4 him..reached school,took his boots and went 4 ncc..i guess he was late 4 his training...aiyo..went 2 the gallery,waited 4 the others 2 come and slacked 4 awhile..went 2 ep 2 eat ice cream..sat around and talked about our 1st dae of becoming a sec 1..it as damn funny till we laugh our ass off..heh..went 2 the pizza place 2 make the order..aww,he's cute.. i mean the pizza man (:
will update again at nite
1:35 PM
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Wednesday, August 23, 2006
Kinda tired and lazy 2 blogg now..so again,it will be delayed..oya..settled tings wif alien bt still nt satisfied..stuuupiid.outz
11:26 PM
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Tuesday, August 22, 2006
okae peeps..nth much happened 2dae..its juz dat THE ALIEN so coward didnt turn up..fuck him la..nabey..okae..ok,now 2 lazy 2 blog..looks lyk i w ill delay again until i dunno when..aitez..i'm outz..
its a damn cold nite
8:38 PM
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Monday, August 21, 2006
WHAT THE HELL LA???2DAE I SO DAMN PISSED SIA..FUCKER..oh ya btw now i'm at sexay's house (: studying wif her AND CAMPING AT HER HOUSE..WEE...so ill update about the last 4 daes tmrw..OK,NOW BACK 2 THE TOPIC..EH ALIEN U WANT INSULT ME RITE Y U DUN WANT SAE RITE INFRONT OF MY FACE AR?TAKOT KAPE?TAK PANDAI CKP BALEK BUAT HAL TAKYAU SUDA LAH EH..KAU SENIOR APE GUNENYE KALAU TAKTAU RESPECT ORANG AR??U HAF 2 EARN RESPCT 4RM PPL B4 EXPECTING PPL 2 RESPECT U SUCKER..NAME JE SERGEANT TAPI PERANGAI CAM BABI SIAL..IN THE FERST PLACE RYT WE DIDNT EVEN INVITE U 2 JOIN US SIT UNDER THE TREE RYT YANG KAU NAK SEBOK2 APESAL??LAEN KALI CAN U JUST FUCK OFF?U TINK U SO PERFECT AR?SEBELAH MATE KECIK SEBELAH MATE BESAR..TAK SEDAR DIRI SAK BUDAK NI..2 anybody hu reads this i dun mean 2 insult him blame him cuz he forcedme cuz he's the 1 hu started it aite..tanx yasmin,a'fifah,gayle and fifi 4 consoling me..love ya all many many (:
i will alwaes hate u all my lyf
10:28 PM
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Sunday, August 20, 2006
will update about the last three daes TMRW CUZ I AM DAMN FUCKED UP WIF THIS BLOG ..FUCK LOR..I BLOGGED 4 SO LONG DEN ALL GONE JUZ LYK DAT..FUCK.argh..stupid blog sia..damn fucked up
10:54 PM
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Saturday, August 19, 2006
yoz (: ..went 2 marine parade straight after school wif gayle,yasmin and mande..mande's mum gave us money 2 eat..tanx (: ..we ate at delifrance..weee..the food dat i odered was so cute when it was served cuz it was decorated wif ice cream on top of it and den..aiyo i duno how 2 explain bt its cute la (:heh ..dunno wad izit called sia bt i noe it made me full until now..hehe..its lyk wad the hell la..we were waiting outside delifrance,waiting 2 be served cuz they put dere BIG2 u noe..they sae PLEASE WAIT 2 BE SEATED..den wtf la..no one served us cuz they tot we onli playing around..ended up we juz went in ourself and found ourselves a place 2 seat (: ...i am seriously full sia..my sis juz odered kfc,zinger -.- ..i wanna eat bt full..arr..nvm i will still eat..weee..hehe..okae,i am goin 2 chalet at around 7 plus i guess..i wont be able 2 go online..bt maybe yes (: ..luckily got the laptop bt cant confirm dat i will be online): ..hope i will be able 2 cuz goin 2 miss them..will onli be back on sundae morning..haiz exam is lyk next mon and i'm goin 2 study dere..bt i dun tink i will be able 2 study dere cuz ppl go chalet 2 enjoy sia not study ): ..sad life.. but i will still study (:..wooo.juz made a deal wif fir..if anyone of us fail our math or sci he/she must treat the one hu passed (: ..ahaha..i wont fail..yes i wont..its a must 2 pass..i juz hope dat it will turn out dat wae (:
you ended 3 monts of frenship just like that
9:09 AM
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Friday, August 18, 2006
ahahahahhaha...i am so damn stressed out now..exams are juz lyk next week.. ): .. i onli started studying math..nvm..must put in more effort..i must pass ..yeah..pass all my subjects..dats my aim 4 now..
went to kfc 2 eat lunch and back 2 school 2 study..i must thank fir,haziq a.k.a mary, sanjay and any more 4 teaching me.. (: ...went home at 530...went home wif fir and sharm..showered den went online..tinking of following fir step of studying..lol..wake up early in the morning den study..shud i?..ahahah..see ferst la..oya,tmrw i having family chalet..shud i go anot?walou..sat and sun oso haf..how sia?or shud i juz stae at home and study?bt i wanna go chalet bt the ting is if i go i wont be able 2 study mah ): ...confusing..lets juz see wads gonna happen
will never hear your voice again
12:43 PM
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Thursday, August 17, 2006
Went 2 eat xiao bei wif yasmin,a'fifah,gayle,mande and firdaus..ahah,at last now he noes wad we talking about...went back 2 school after dat and went 2 gallery..called sab 2 go dere and settled tings up..i was sooooooo wrong..i seriously tot she was sincerely sorry..FUCK HER LA..NABEY..I AM NOT GOIN 2 HEAR 2 WAD SHE IS GOIN 2 SAE TMR..SO PISSED OFF..arr..went home at 6 plus..took my shower den tot of taking a short nap be4 i went onnline bt ending up,i woke up at 9 plus...kwang..heh..oya,4get tell u dat my FACE IS NOW SO CALLED DISFIGURED..ARGH..I HAF 2 SCRATCHES DOWN MY CHEEK DEN ANOTHER SCratCH ON MY EAR..AHAHHA..KK,it was my cat hu scatched me..i was sliping den skali i dreamt dat yasmin was gona slap me(kwang3) den reli sia..i felt the pain and i was lyk fuck..wad happened?turned around and saw my cat dere..guess it came jumping 4rm the window and landed on my face and scratched it...argh..i quickly switched on the lights and saw my reflection..i almost scream..heh, gt blood all over dat area..ahaha.bt onli abit..heh..i heck care den went back 2 slip..the end of story..ahaha..bt seriously it felt lyk i was given a tight slap on my face..heh ..
i hate u sabirah
1:38 PM
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Wednesday, August 16, 2006
Went to singapore poly straight after school..heh,the trip wasnt dat bad..weee..we actually had 2 play this game la..treasure hunt..lame..ahahah...we didnt even bother 2 play instead we went 2 the bus to put our bags and headed 2 macs..ate mcflurry..we walked around poly...ahahahha..so caleed exploring den something funny happened..hehe..my beloved fren,a'fifah fell down when she wanted 2 climb down the stairs..kwang3..she fell bcuz the floor was wet la..hehe,kk but luckily she is not hurt (: ..headed 2 the place where we supposed 2 assemble after completing the game..LOL,we were the last group..kwang3..WOOOHOOOO!!!...one of our gals group won the ferst..wee.congrats (: ..and i am so not happy with one schl..i dunno la wad schl is dat bt hor,ifah said dat she overheard one of them saying dat we didnt win anyting blabalablablabalbal...EH FUCK LA,U NOT HAPPY IZIT??I KNOW LA YOUR SCHL IS ONE OF THE BEST SCHL IN SINGAPORE..U DUN NID 2 LOOK DOWN ON CHANGKAT CHANGI SECONDARY SCHOOL OKAE..I DAMN HAPPY SIA..CUZ SEE LA HU HAS THE LAST LAUGH..WE!YES WE (: NOT U SUCKERS..WE DIDNT WIN ANYTHING BUT WE GOT THE FERST PRIZE SO PLEASE SHUT DAT GAP UP..THEN HOR,AFTER OUR SCHOOL WAS ANOUNCED AS THE CHAMPION 4 THE GAME THEIR FACE PAISEY SIA.LYK SHIT..hehe, wen back after dat..BUT HOR GOT THESE FEW SUCKERS IN THE OPPOSITE BUS SHOWED THEIR MIDDLE FINGER..NABEY,U WANT SHOW DEN DUN DARE SHOW UR FACE HUH?THEY CAN STILL COVER THEIR BLOODY FACE SIA..Y?U SCARED WE COMPLAIN 2 UR PRINCIPAL IZIT?SUCKER SIA DEY..WANNA SHOW THE MIDDLE FINGER OSO CANNOT PASS..heh..den we showed back our finger la..our fingers more nicer la..ahahahah..we showed both fingers summore..kwang3..SO LONG SUCKERS (: ..waaaa i am so pissed wif sumone..arr fuck la
pissed off
1:17 PM
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Tuesday, August 15, 2006
I was damn tired just now in the morning..had 2 drag myself 2 the toilet...ahhahaha..had malay remedial till 2 plus and den went 2 our beloved mande's (: ...watched tokyo drift..WOOOHOO..drifting rox..wee..ahah..mande,u love firdaus so much izit until u go kiss his tokyo drift disc cover..LOL...hahah..jk2..hehe...gayle,sexay,ifah and me chiao 4rm her house at 4 plus..didnt noe where 2 go so we went back 2 schl and slacked..heh..slacked till 6 plus and went home..argh..2dae i didnt study like how i planned to..haiz..its juz dat its tym 2 be serious in my werk but i juz cant bring myself to ): ...went back with fir,took my shower and went online..OYA!!4get update bout my home ec practical test..hehe..i didnt even complete the recipe and wasnt even prepared 4 the test lor..i cooked mee goreng but tak jadi..kwang3.cuz most of the ingredients nt dere..sad..juz make do with wad was dere (:..haha..i am juz hopping dat i will pass the test.. (: ...i wanna slip redy..tired ): ..nitez2
its juz not turning out the way it was planned
12:24 PM
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Sunday, August 13, 2006
Sorry didnt update..i was too lazy la..hehe..waaaa..2dae i damn tired sia..didnt noe become kendarat sooooooo the tired..had 2 walk here and dere..tiring sia...balablabalabla...we went off at about 5 plus den went 2 ep and ate at kfc..took some pics under the tree outside ep..lol..lame sia all the pics..hehe..bt i did enjoy taking pics with my gals..weeeeeeeee...EH BLOODY FUCKERS,U DUN NEED 2 INSULT PEEPORL CUZ U URSELF NOT PERFECT LA EH..MACAM LA KAU 2 KUROS SANGAT..EH KENTAL LA..DA SEC 1 TUU BUAT HAL SEC 1 LA DEY..FUCKERS..U SUCK BIG TYM AITE (: ..FUCK OFF FUCKERS..arfg i very pissed with those bloody fuckers sia..
how did i get here
11:04 PM
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Saturday, August 12, 2006
Went to eat lunch at xiao bei again..after dat went 2 yasmin's,it was fun though..went back at 530 den here i am..i dunno juz wad's been bothring me these few daes..haiz..feel so down lately..wanted 2 see the fireworks but didnt cuz most of my close frens werent able 2 make it ): ..nvm,wait till next year den..
pass me the penknife please
11:52 AM
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Friday, August 11, 2006
Stayed at home the whole dae ): ...sian sian sian sian..aiyoyoyo..went online at 9 plus..went off at about 1 plus..ate and slept 4 awhile den went online back at 3 plus...OMG!i am addicted to one song now..alalalalalallalla...cant stop myself 4rm listening 2 it..weee...went offline again at 5 plus..dad was lyk nagging thw whole dae saying dat i online almost the whole dae..okok..relax i noe dat (: ..i dunno y suddenly scared 2 go online cuz my dad was juz sitting behind me..heh..i act2 la..acted lyk as if i watching tv.heh..den something funny happened ...LOL..the convo between me and dad but i too lazy 2 type it out here..heh
someday i will understand
1:58 PM
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Thursday, August 10, 2006
HAPPY BURFDAE SINGAPORE!!! (:..heh..met taufiq and his fren at Mc..he didnt talk much,how sad..watched click..he treated me and ifah popcorns and drink..tanx (: ...movie ended at 5 plus..walk2 den we went our seperate waes..haiz..ifah wanted 2 buy the bubble tea bt the shop closed and we had 2 go back to tm..walk2 again becuz we were looking 4 a hair salon..didnt find any salon dat she like den went back..decided 2 take the train and dropped at bedok den took the bus home..here i am,alone..no one's home..haiz..i dunno y the sudden i feel so down ): and sorry,i dunno wad 2 blog redy..
i was looking for you but u didnt appear
12:00 PM
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Wednesday, August 09, 2006
didnt update yesterdae so wil update 2dae...yesterdae eh?i cannot remember sia..lol...hehe..kk,2dae's national dae celebration was quite interesting..went 2 tamp wif a'fifah,yasmin,gayle,jasmine and sab 2 eat at Mc..after dat went 2 geylang go buy the clothes..hah..i was damn lucky (: ..managed 2 escape the cheating..wee..dropped at bedok den took 9 4rm dere..slept 4 awhile den went online at 2plus...haiz..
i love you
1:11 PM
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Sunday, August 06, 2006
Got many things to sae 2dae...hehe...ferstly i wanna thank my sis 4 cutting my hair..i dunno whether i like it anot..hehe..juz wait and see tmrw..see wad are my frens opinion..went to TM with my mun,dad and the other 3 siblings 2 get new supplies of my lens..after dat went to uncle hussein's house which is at marsiling..4rm tamp to marsiling didnt take a long tym cuz we took the bus...reached dere at about 6 plus..me,fatin and nurul played with kak mariam's make up..hehe..kk,i noe its lame buuy we were damn bored..we painted our nails..gee,i like the colour (: ..went home at about 930..uncle hussein sent us home and we reached at about 1020..took my shower and here i am..haiz i dunno y 2dae feel dat my entry lyk very weird lykdat...heh nvm (:
haiz..i juz feel like breaking down now..suddenly so lost..y is everybody so down?i noe,i noe guys...i noe wad u all are goin through its juz dat i'm useless..i cant even console all of you..i am juz useless..totally useless..i cant even cheer u all up even by abit..i guess by shutting up the gap is the best ya...haiz..
i feel what you feel
10:42 PM
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Saturday, August 05, 2006
Didnt go out 2 anywhere 2da..the whole dae online..sianz..woke up at about 12..i actually woke up at 9 plus bt slept again cuz was too tired becuz of yesterdae's..NDP dinner performance....went offline at about 6 den online again at about 8 plus,,he was onli online at 9 plus..hee...chatted wif him and yasmin and gayle..me yasmin and gayle praned some1 thru msn..lol...it was fun..hehehehe...juz now mum asked me to drink dunno wad milk..eee...i cant stand milk..bt had 2 drink it..yucks..taufiq was jealous when i said dat i was drinking milk...LOL...kk,now i dunno wad 2 blog redy..tata
summer wind
3:02 PM
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Friday, August 04, 2006
Changed the blogskin (: ... Just came back from the ndp dinner ting..we had 2 perform -.- ...the performance started at about 9 plus.after we performed,i met ifah outside dance room..it was about 9 plus goin 2 10..sianz..met taqqy and sab and went back with them..washed my face but the eye shadow dont seem 2 want 2 go off..haiz..had 2 go back with my face dat only has eye shodows..when we were walking past the starbucks,dere's this group of guys who distureb taqqy by calling him bell boy because he was wearing his band uniform..i didnt noe y i suddenly got so angry and shouted 'HE LOOK LYK BELLBOY MEH??FUCKERS!' ..i shouted as i walk without even looking back..they want stare2 la..u tink i care..we didnt disturb u ryt fucker..i hope those fuckers heard wad i said..i bet they did cuz i shouted quite loud..fucker la they..i juz cant tolerate this kind of tings...seriously,i juz cant take it although it was meant 2 be a joke..nvm 4get it..after school went 2 eat xiao bei again with a'fifah,yasmin and sharm.. ~wee~~ ..not sian sia..i juz love the chickens..yumyum (: ..after dat went 2 take bus 4rm the interchange..took 38 den alighted at east point..me and ifah went back 2 school 4 dance while yasmin and sharm went 2 ep dunno do wad..hee..my pp8 low ):
its oredy 12 plus now guess i wanna sleep redy
nitez2 (:
those eyes
3:12 PM
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Thursday, August 03, 2006
Its been 3 daes since i blogged...hehehehehhe..aiya,haf been 2 tired and lazy 2 blog la...hehe..i 4get wad happened the last 3 daes..hee..after scholl went 2 xiao bei again..hheeh..there were 5 of us..yasmin,a'fifah,sharm.sab and me..after dat me sharm and yasmin went 2 meet firdaus at tthe pasir ris poly..haiz..luckily he went if not i smack his face sia..he was seriously pale dats y we told him 2 go 2 poly..glad dat he agreed.. (: ...waited 4 how 2 hours..4rm 3 plus until 5 plus..me and yasmin ate waffles otw home..fir waited 4 the bus 4 us until it came..reached home took my shower and here i am (: ..blogging ..~wee~ ...haiz..guess its over..
wipe those tears awae
7:45 PM
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