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Syafiqah 08o492 loves her mum,dad,darlings and cookie =) Changkatchangisec.

*loves:
{mum and dad =D
{her darlings
{khalafi a.k.a cookie
{chocolates
{talking and kecoh
{cats =)s

*loathes:
{butterflies
{BIG FAT liars
{nudges
{cramp
{haters

{wishlist}

make my parents proud =D
to have a memorable day with my darlings and him too <3<
dance club to achive gold for next year's SYF *cheErs*
go shopping with darlings <3
lots and lots of vintage shirts!
{fellows}

GAYLE <3}
 MANDE <3}
 YASMIN <3}
 A'FIFAH <3}
 jess}
 si ning =D} xuhan =D}
 fir =D}
 shanice}
 hweeying}
 sarah}
 amer}
 jason}
 melle}
 peishan}
 isma}

{express}

 
{credits}


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{bygone}

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Monday, July 31, 2006
Went to visit siti after school 2dae..pheww...wee..she was discharged 2dae..hee..so happy dat she's okae..after dat yasmin;s cousin came and joined us 4awhile den me gayle a'fifah sab and yasmin went 2 ep..followed her cousin go pierce her 2nd hole den went 2 bk cuz she wanted 2 eat dere..we talked2..gayle took some lame video of yasmin..lol..we waited 4 the bus dat fir was in and boarded it..fir 2dae he suddenly sick sia..heh..sope he get well soon (: ...waited 4 the bus with him den went home..oya,2dae hor the stupid photo taking hor the aunty so idiotic sia..i hate her..2dae not many tings happened..so not happening...heee..


nightmares



9:16 PM

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Sunday, July 30, 2006
yo (: ...didnt go anywhere 2dae..juz sat at home and chat heh..chatted wif taufiq and ifah in the convo...we talked2..make lame jokes..heheheh...i reli lyk 2 thank ifah 4 her advise...THANK YOU A'FIFAH!!....hehe..reli.thank you..if not 4 u,i dunno wad will happen 2 both of us..hee..haiz,siti in hosp no wonder she never come 4 so long..goin 2 visit her tmrw with he others after schl..wee..no dance tmrw..hehe..and tanx ifah again..hehe 4 helping me edit teh photo..hehe..dats all dunno wad 2 blog redy la..



i will remember this date :15 may 2006



7:27 PM

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Saturday, July 29, 2006
yoyoyoyoyoyoyyo! WEE..i am so damn damn damn happy dat the performance..hehe..can rest in peace sia..yesterdae the night show started at around 8 i tink den ended at around 10 plus..took pics den changed our costumes blablabalab...ate at mcdonalds..i missed the last bus then had 2 walk all the way back..dad called 2 ask me where i was den he told me 2 wat at 1 of the stop and wait 4 the bus..luckily there were still buses passing by..while i was waiting 4 the bus taufiq called 2.glad dat he did..he accompaned me until i reached the stairs den he hung up..hee...reached home at about 12 plus..took my shower and den sms taufiq 4 awhile den slept..didnt reply his latest msg...npw chatting with fir and him.yasmin cant online cuz she's at her grandma's..haiz..juz hoping dat ifah wud online...



2:32 PM

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Tuesday, July 25, 2006
Wee.. he finally get 2 go online..hahakz..didnt expect..hah..4 of us,me yasmin,ifah and taufiq wet into a convo and we chatted blabal..actually fir oso but he went out ): ..now still chatting wif them..hee..and fir..but seperately..2dae gayle they all went 2 buy 2 rabbits..omg i love the female 1..so damn cute sia..hee..nth much happened 2dae..i oso lazy la want 2 blog..tmrw den sae kk..buhbye (:



9:34 PM

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arrgh..didnt go 2 school 2dae..bcuz u noe y?OVERSLEPT..stuupiid sia..2dae haf the ipw presentation..how sia..aiya..heck care la..no one's online now..haiz..but woohoooo i will be meeting yasmin and ifah after school outside ep den will be goin 4 the reheasal..wee..2dae the rehearsal is full costume but i'm nort sure whether the costume will come 2dae..rehearsal will start at 300 bt den i told yamsin 2 ask gayle wad tym must we be in the danceroom..walou by 230 must be dere..so early sia..but hah!nvm..i will be glad 2 see my frens (: ..will go out of the house at around 1250...oh my,its goin 2 rain sia..sian must carry umbrella ): ..will update later at nite (;



1:20 AM

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Monday, July 24, 2006
Planed to meet yasmin after school but different ppl come out..lol..fir came 2 accompany me cuz yasmin they all were stuck bcuz of the ipw thingy..waited till 2pm before i decided 2 buy bubble tea with pearl..wee..went into school and waited in the canteen 4 them..talked2 with fir..waaa..many ppl tot me and him...kk nvm..u all understand ryt...ME AND HIM ARE GUDFRENS ONLI (: ..after 10 mins or so,gayle and mande appeared den yasmin and sharm..i felt weird..i dunno y sia..its lyk i felt dat everything changed..its lyk everyting was in a rush and no one bothered 2 hear wad i gotta sae they juz went on and do things lyk normal..i wanted 2 talk 2 them but..nvm...well,i felt dat i was being ignored..i didnt haf the mood 2 dance juz now bcuz i tot dat sumting happened in schl dat its juz dat i wasnt informed..out of sudden..i felt weird..nvm..4get it..i'm juz making myself confuse..glad dat everyting's back 2 normal now..babusingh is still missing...i dun care how much you guys will be spending on other cats or animals but they wont be able 2 replace the 1 and only babu):..missing him



9:46 PM

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Its now 953 am going 2 10 soon (: .. no one is online now except 4 gayle..meeting sexay at TM later around 12 plus 2 get her ear pierced den i tink want 2 eat xiao bei den will be heading 2 a'fifah house 2 complete the stuupiidd ipw project which we must present tomorrow..arr pathetic sia..haiz..i guess 4rm 2morrow onwards wont be getting enuf rest cuz i bet we will be practsing the whole week until the performance and its 5 daes now before the performance (: ... wee..haha..peishan juz talked 2 me on msn and asked me 2 download the song 'barbie gal'...kakakakaka..i tot she wants 2 listen 2 it skali she need it 4 the performance..heh..paiseh..goodluck 2 the gals hu will be having the audition on the 24th(if i'm not wrng)..kk now my brain blank oredy dunno wad 2 blog so will update later aites (:



1:23 PM

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Sunday, July 23, 2006
BABUSINGH WHERE ARE YOU??...haiz..he went missing 2dae..was eating xiao bei with yasmin when hong yu sms her saying that whether we can help him search for babu at merville park..we didnt expect dat he would go missing but i cant deny dat i haf alwaes haf this feeling dat something will happen 2 babu..haiz..met hong yu outside merville park,sharm wasnt in so we went in as visotors..went 2 the block where we left babu..went up and down 2 times before we went 2 ifah's house..seriously,i'm quite sad dat he's missing now..i wonder how is he doing now..lets juz pray dat he's okay..babu..babu..haiz..me and yasmin were not able 2 stay and search 4 him dat long bcuz we had 2 go 2 ifah's to complete the ipw project..reached ifah's house at about 4 plus..did our project den her mum asked us 2 stay 4 awhile and eat..gee tanx..reached home at about 9..took my shower ,ironed schl uniform den here i am blogging and tinking of babu..and oya..my mp3 actually nort spoilt..idiot..the man sae batt low..walou reli lor i charged lor den skali batt empty..wad sia..paiseh sia..haiz..but was glad dat can use my mp3 once more..wee...hope he will return soon.

Babu where are you?



10:10 PM

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Saturday, July 22, 2006
Had rehearsal todae..wanted 2 meet ifah before dat but she said dat she is suppose 2 be in schl by 7 plus so end up,we didnt meet..reached the school's bustop at around 830..i tot dat i was late so i rushed up..but heh,there were ony carmen and another gal(sorry,i 4get wads her name)..waited 4 the others den got ready 2 go backstage..the rehearsal finished quite early at around 11 plus(i tink la)..met ifah at foyer den went 2 east point.i bought slurpy den she bought instant nooddle..sat at the 3rd floor in ep..about 20 mins lydat we chiao..hah..den i saw dat the aunty hu do piercing in wen ting was dere..i quickly rushed down..heh..digged my wallet den found 5 dollars..hehe..wonderful..repierced my 3rd hole..aww,quite pain sia..heh..after dat went home..i was so damn tired..reached home at about 1 pm den slept until 3 plus..den went on9 until now (: ...hope fir haf a safe journey 2 johor (: ..take care buddy.


yours no more



9:42 PM

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Friday, July 21, 2006
Went 2 century square 2 eat long john silver with yasmin and a'fifah..so irritating sia..wanna stare2 not happy ar...stuupiid sia those ppl..firdaus came 2 meet us dere when we juz finished eating..juz at the right time (:..after dat ifah went back 2 schl den me yasmin and fir went 2 follow him home 2 take the cat shampoo..we waited under his block lyk 2 idiots while he took the shampoo upstairs..we took the shampoo bcuz we wanted 2 shower babusingh (:..hee..now he smell better..haha..reached scholl at about 3 i tink..when we reached the class den straight away took babusingh 2 the gals toilet and showered it..haha..the boys oso went in juz 2 see the cat shower..hah..pathetic..bt when we reached the toilet,there was an aunty mopping the floor but she let us in 4 awhile..so,all tanx 2 fir (: ..he was the 1 hu showered the cat..lol..and2 sanjay oso..haha..he help us get rid of babusingh's shit in the sink..lol..we went back 2 class 2 dry it..den suddenly i heard the boys saying dat the security guard was coming so we quickly hid babusingh in the box and act lyk as if the box was one of our so called ipw project..hah..the guard came in and asked wad were we doing so we told him dat we were doing project..den u wanna noe wad he did next?he counted us and den told us 2 pass him all our ez link cards 2 him so he can hand it in 2 the discipline master..bastard..he didnt take mine,yasmin and some of us..there were 15 of us including students 4rm other class..he took lyk about 7 or 8 ezlink cards oni..pheww.safe sia..when he went out of the class we quickly cleaned up the classroom den went down 2 the ferst floor..we stood dere wondering wad 2 do..den we decided dat we put babusingh inside my bag..gee..wonderful..lol..removed all my stuff and stuffed him in..hahkz..oya,4get sae dat THE ONE HU TOLD THE SECURITY GUARD ABOUT US WAS THE AUNTY JUZ NOW.. HU WAS CLEANING THE TOILET...argh..idiot sia she..when we procceded 2 the main gate,the guard sae u must haf all the 15 people here den u all can go..idiot la..we had 2 call gayle and fir cuz both of them went different ways 4rm us..when they reached,we went 2 the gate..

security:how many oredy(counting)..so how?ask my senior ferst.
the senior:(showed the serious)wad must u sae??
us:sorry
both security:sorry wad??
us:SORRY SIR!!
security:where's the cat?
us:huh?(act blur)
security:where's the cat?
gayle:orr..we let it go oredy.
security:huh?
us:we let it go behind the school
security:ok.u can go.

waaah..at dat point of tym ar babusingh head can be seen redy bt den i hid behind the boys den quickly walked..pheww..we escaped..den yasmin,hong yu,sharm,shawn and me went 2 sharm's house at merville park dere..we walked dere..hah..damn tired..but i bet babusingh wasnt..he was in the bag and was looking around..he looked comfortable in dere..heh..reached sharm's house at about 4 plus..we rested at the fitness corner and let babusingh free ferst..poor hong yu had 2 look after it cuz it was wandering around...followerd sharm 2 see her bro and asked him where 2 put the cat..at last,her bro lead us 2 the place..but the matress wasnt dere so we cudnt put it dere..we walked aroun den went 2 block 20(i tink)..we went 2 the highest floor..when sharm opened the door 2 the staircase there was a gal and a boy..gee..i dunno wad the hell they doin dere but sharm said dat they were undoing(i tink) their uniform buttons..kk,u wanna noe wad schl?hah..shud not sae it here..dun want disgrace the schl la..somemore the schl one of the popular schl in singapore..heh..u wanna noe,u ask me personally.. (: sharm and yasmin was so disgusted..lol..the gal so nerdy den the boy lyk the same age as us..hah..i heard the boy sae 'paiseh sia' while quickly went down 2 the other floor 2 avoid us..when he went up again 2 take the bags(he lect it dere bcuz in hurry mah..heh)..den i teased him by asking 'u paiseh huh?'..lol!..he ignored..hah..damn paiseh la he..idiot..(lol,kk i noe its disgusting but juz wanna share..hee..its damn disgusting)when they were gone..we sat dere 4 awhile while looking at the cat eating..we left babusingh 4 awhile den went 2 the ferst floor cuz the boys wanted 2 see sharm's dog..after 10 mins lydat,we went up again 2 see whether its still dere..hah..well,it was laying dere quietly..we sat dere 4 awhile den agreed dat sharm will go dere everydae 2 watch over him (:..me and yasmin went 2 east point after dat 2 meet ifah cuz she juz finished her dance...hang out under the tree 4 awhile den went home..slept in the bus den noticed dat the man infront of me looking directly..pathetic sia..funfair izit look at ppl sleeping?..had my shower den on9 (:..fir didn online ar?hmm...



FUCK THE ANONYMOUS



8:58 PM

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Thursday, July 20, 2006
Had napfa test 2dae...i actually dun want 2 take it 2dae but no choice cuz 2dae the last dae (i tink)..after schl went 2 kfc with a'fifah yasmin and sab..tina didnt tagg along cuz we were pissed off with her..took napfa test den went back class slack 4 awhile..qian hao and val offered 2 buy bubble tea 4 us..woohoo...13 of us odered..lol..after awhile,i heard yasmin shouting 4rm outside syaing dat hong yu brought a cat..gee..i was so excited..lol..i tot it was wild but ended up its very quai..haha..the boys found it on the streets and brought it back 2 class..fir and haziq were dere 2..haziq was so funi juz now..hahakz..we named the cat babusingh..lol!i wonder how isit doing now..hope its ok and doin fine (:..cant wait 2 see him tmrw..wee..fir actually anted 2 go home wif me but i wanted 2 hang out wif the gals 4 awhile so he went off ferst..sorry fir..went home at about 615..took the bus wif sharm.. (:

i Dyed It Red



11:17 PM

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Wednesday, July 19, 2006
Todae many people cried )...arr!my mp3 spoil sia..hah,but nevermiiind cuz i haf warranty card..planning 2 go back the shop on sat after rehearsal..asking isaac 2 tag along cuz i noe he will noe wad 2 sae..heh..after school went 2 eat at banquet(izit the corrcet spelling?..nvm)..den went 4 dance at 3..haf finale reheasal at about 5 and surprisingly we ended early 2dae..waaaaa....juz now the michael jackson's fren stepped on my leg while dancing den i was lyk staring at him luckily he noes wad 2 sae..he said sorry den i continued with the dance...during the second round of praticing,luckily he watched his steps..heh..after dance went with the gals 2 buy my soya bean with pearl den the rest went back while me gayle and qian hao waited under the tree 4 a'fifah...after she came,both of them went back then both of us went 2 kfc 2 eat..met fir and company den..actually fir and me wanted 2 go home 2gether ended up go home with the whole bunch of ncc den i was lyk wth..in the bus they were lyk talking loudly i bet people infront could hear..they disturbed me and fir by saying dat i was his gf..eh please la..he's my fren ok???gudfren (:..hah. reached home at about 915,took my shower den went on9 (:..aiyo tmrw the haf the stupid napfa test...idiot la..



i want all this 2 end



10:07 PM

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Tuesday, July 18, 2006
walan...he no phone oredy liao ):.....nvm..haiz..den very hard 2 communicate liao...




We took away kfc and ate at school..talk2 den me ifah sab and tina watched the ncc practice their parade 4 2morrow tingy..sab and tina went home ferst den me and ifah sat dat 4 how many hours oso i dunno..was quite fun watching them practie (:..they finished at about 6 plus..and ya u noe wad?lol!i realised dat me and yasmin accidentally swopped our bags cuz our bags are the same..hee but luckily i was able 2 change back bcuz i waited 4 her...hahah..when i yasmin know dat we took the wrong bag she laugh lyk hell..haha..when we were watching them,we didnt realize dat he called den suddenly when ifah looked at her phone den she was lyk omg..2 missed calss..sadsad..thatt was him..the ncc finished at about 6 plus den yasmin me and ifah went 2 buy bubble tea den sat under the tree..we talked den went home at about 8..reached home,took my shower..browse thru sci txtbk den here i am..bloggimg (:




the day you went away



9:48 PM

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After school,went to east point with Tina and Sab..bought ock den ate in school..went 4 dance..we straight away headed 2 the music room..waaa seyy..2dae i lyk unlucky sia..ferstly,during home ec i was caught using string around my uniform by mdm siti..den during mt my malay teacher saw the string den kena confiscate..she sae will oni het it back after 16 saes..hah!u tink i care??lol..i have lots more at home la..hah...den during dance i kept doing the wrong tings..wasnt quite focusing..no mood dance la den after dance me mande and gayle went 2 7-11 2 buy some snacks..me and gayle were sitting under the tree when peishan and carmen went up 2 us..den we shared our food with them..blabla..talk2..den taqqy came..hah..peishan thought he was my bf..lol!funny la..haha...me and taqqy..took my shower..revised 4 sci test 2morrow den here i am blooging (:...didnt haf time 2 search 4 a nicer skin..i hope this will do (:



1:29 PM

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Monday, July 17, 2006


sorry didnt blogg yesterdae cuz i was so lazy...heh..kk now gonna tell u wad happened yesterdae...wait2..i 4get sia...heh..sorry2..i think nothing interesting happened larx.. (:




Todae went 2 yasmin house,met her at about 1230 den ate nasi brani..hehe...after about half and hour,A'fifah arrived..heh..did the acid rain thingy den paint our nails black den suddenly remembered dat tomorrow got home ec..walou..den must remove sia later teacher check my finger nails..sian sia..aiya...went 2 the mama shop with yasmin 2 buy some snacks while a'fifah had the com 2 herself..hmph..hehe..went home at about 10pm...ifah and me went seperate ways..so scary sia walk alone..heh,but luckily when i reached the stop the bus came..tyco huh..lol..reached home at about 1035..phew..luckily dad didnt scold sia juz asked me y i was late..heh



2:27 AM

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Friday, July 14, 2006
went 2 xiao bei again wif yasmin,sharm,a'fifah,gayle and mande..after dat we split up cuz gayle and mande wanted 2 take the mrt and fifah had 2 rush 4 tarian..me,sharm and yasmin took bus 38 back 2 school..sharm dropped at her stop while me and yasmin went back 2 school..we hanged out with the ncc gals..lol..we were very bored and ended up passing around ros sharpener around lyk as if it was a game in an arcade..me and karmylia played the game so semangat sey...heh,but it was fun la..hehe..after dat me and yasmin went 2 ep 2 buy ice cream den called fir den both of us went back 2gether..we talked2..i can see dat he was tired so didnt talk much lor..took my shower go on9 :)aiyo..tomorrow got rehearsal..ifah oh ifah!if u were 2 read this rite,meet me tmrw bawah pokok kol 8 okie..heh :)

merpati putih



8:32 PM

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Thursday, July 13, 2006
went 2 kfc wif yasmin,a'fifah and atiqah..tina and sab didnt tag along cuz they were having a gg meeting..after we ate went 2 seat around school..sat 4 about 1 hour plus..talk2..laugh2..make lame jokes again..haha...we went out of the school at about 4 plus den waited 4 firdaus and haziq..while waiting,ther's this group of guys behind us.luckily fir and haziq reached oredy den they asked haziq 2 help them 2 get my num..i told him dat my phone spoil(a wae 2 escape 4rm giving them my num.heh,but its true larx)..the bus came den me and sab hurried quickly 2 catch the bus(o0ops,4get sae gudbye 2 the others)..i was at the same tym trying 2 avoid them..fir and haziq followed both of us 4rm behind..and when i was about 2 go in the bus,1 of them pulled my bag slightly..i was so pissed la can..u all tink wad?fun fair huh pull pull ppl's bag..u guys dun understand the meaning of spoil huh??nvm..4get about them..oni make my blood boil sia..talk2 2 sab and fir on the bus while haziq went up 2 the second deck..took my shower and here i am again..blogging..chatting 2 yasmin now :)

how could this happen to me?



7:42 PM

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Wednesday, July 12, 2006
went 2 BK after 2 accompany yasmin,tina and sab 2 eat..me and ifah dun feel lyk eating heavy food so we went 2 mirana cake shop and i bought choc waffle and egg tart,a'fifah bought the peanut waffle..after dat we went 2 NTUC 2 buy some sushi den went back 2 BK 2 find dat 3 of them werent dere -.-..lol..we went back 2 school..they were at the canteen..i sat dere 4 awhile den ask a'fifah 2 accompany me go the dance room..hee..tanx a'fifah :)..had rehearsal at 5..dance2 so tired la..after dance waited 4 yasmin and a'fifah..den both of them ate instant noodle while i drank the soya bean wif pearl..heh..a'fifah treated us 2 bubble tea..tankiew ifah :)..sat under the tree den at about 8pm lydat went back..shower..blablabal den here i am blogging..wee..

missing euu



10:29 PM

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Tuesday, July 11, 2006
A'fifah didnt come todae.. ):.. so sad..she cant see me perform..hah..kk,the performance was not dat gud..lyk wad shah sae it wud be a disaster..so its expected..oya hor..JUZ NOW RITE GORT DAT PERSON HOR SAE THE DANCE NOT DAT GUD..EH,U TINK U CAN DANCE BETTER IZIT??cmon la gal,look at urself be4 giving any comments..no use bitching bout others when u,urself,dunno where u stand so juz shut dat gap (:





After school yasmin,gayle mande sab and me went 2 century square 2 eat the chicken nuggets..ooo GOD..i 4get wads the place called..nvm tmrw will ask gayle again :)..after dat we went back 2 school 2 complete our srp project but ended up didnt do it at all..juz sat around at the i-corner den went 2 canteen..when we were at the i-corner,yasmin and me made some lame jokes but we laughed our ass off..haha..tanx 2 dat yasmin la my stomach pain cuz laugh 2 much..hah..when we were at the canteen,sat around with the ncc gals den played the congkak..lol..kk,i admit i dun reli noe how 2 paly :)hee...at around 6 me and tina went home..tina walked home i took the bus..feel so bad never accompany her but i was 2 tired 2 walk :(..sorry tina..haiz..so tired lar..i tink will be on9 4 awhile oni..buhbye :)

euu bitch



8:32 PM

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Monday, July 10, 2006
Something funny happened juz now..i was in the ferst floor toilet with gayle,mande and jess and out of sudden mande said dat she cant open the door -.-..heh..then me and gayle tried our best 2 push the door but still no use,the door 2 strong larx..hahakz....at last,i decided 2 climb over 4rm the next door den told mande 2 climb over my shoulder den i pushed her up..i can tell dat she was reli scared..heh..the wall is lyk so high la can..obviously i oso scared la..haha but eventually,both of us managed 2 get out of dat particular cubicle..i will NEVER EVER use it again..later scared end up lyk mande..heh..finally the WANGFEIHONG skills were shown..haha!no la..joking2..hee..kk,after school me,yasmin and afifah went 2 TM and actually wanted 2 eat the chicken nugget..waaa..the chicken made me drool..haha..but 2 bad,the place was full no place 2 seat den we went to lgs instead...talk2,eat2,chat2 den we took the mrt..i was the only 1 hu dropped at simei.so sad..yasmin and a'fifah went home..hah..nothing much happen 2 dae...oya,tmrw modern dance gonna perform 4 the sec 2's and the china students hu are coming 2 our school tmrw.dere will oso be malay dance,eldds and the indian dance..i hope everyting will go smoothly tomorrow..haiz..scared sia..dunnno y..mande,my sayang..dun scared la..i dance beside u mah..hee..relax kae :)..GUdLuck 2 those hu will be danceing tomorrow :)

cut my wrist,black my eye



8:18 PM

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Sunday, July 09, 2006
i am sooooo sooo sooo sooo HAPPY :)..yipee..finally he is able 2 go on9..get 2 chat wif him after soooo long..hah.... :)..juz 2 happy..hee...so...2dae didnt go out..haiz..so bored..stayed home the whole dae facing the com..so sian...it was about 5 plus when taufiq went on9 and it was unexpected sia..wee..after i went offline at about 6 plus,i sudddenly remembered dat i haven washed my uniform..OMG..i actualy haf 2 sets of uni but the other 1 small redy sia..hah..den i quickly grab my uniform den handwash it myself cuz i didnt want 2 waste tym waiting 4 the next laundry..i spend 20 mins washing it but still no use..still got soap stuck 2 it sooo ended up my dad saw wad i was doin and told me 2 use the washer machine..but hor..i dunno how 2 use cuz this is the new 1 oni mum noes how 2 use it..when i switch on the washer machine..me and dad stared at the machine blankly..haha!dat was funny..den he told me 2 continue with my own stuff and he will wash it 4 me..i was lyk pheww..went in the room ironed my siblings uniforms den here i am blogging nd chatting wif the NCC gals..yeah..weee...at last get 2 chat wif him :)



9:20 PM

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Cant sleep..its oredy 4 in the morning..haiz..i didnt update cuz my dad la..he tole me 2 pick my lil sis bag which was laying on the floor..i wasnt in the mood at dat tym..so i picked it up and threw it on the sofa..my dad gave me dat face..i reli hate dat look..

dad:iqah,y u very rude ?
me:[all the way kept quiet]
dad:2nite u cannot use the com..dun even touch the com

i was lyk wadever la..wont die wad if never use 4 1 night wad..
i cant think of aniting 2 blog now..guess all my frens are snoring at this point of tym..haiz..will blog again later..

you lied through ur teeth



4:14 AM

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Friday, July 07, 2006
I love levan from a band called ronin..hee..i didnt lyk him actually until 2dae when he attended the class talk..when igot 2 see him face 2 face u realised dat he's cute.. hee :)..i actually wanted his autograph and take picture with him but i very shy lar..haha so ended up never do aniting juz kept on staring at him and wad's more?my phone spoil so cannot take pic liao...so sad sia..


yay!i'm getting a new phone soon :)...tanx ibu..hehe.. muax!yipee..cant wait. :)
after the class talk ended we went back 2 school,hang around 4 awhile..den when 2 eastpoint popular den went 2 buy soya bean wif pearl..wee..when i was shaking the bubble tae,i realised dat a man was videoing us 4rm starbucks with dat big camera..i wanted 2 tell the others but as soon as i wanted 2 open my mouth,i realised dat sab and sharm went 2 catch the bus 9 without even telling me..hmph..haha..the minute i saw them runing,i oso ran lyk 1 mad gal trying 2 catch up with them..i totally 4get 2 sae bye 2 yasmin,afifah and gayle..haha..i'm still wondering y did he video us and dat did he vidoe me when i was running lyk a mad woman?haha! nvm bout dat..kk,until here den cuz want 2 chat with yasmin :)



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Thursday, July 06, 2006
didnt go 2 school 2dae..i guess i missed loads of tings..many things happened within dat few hours...haiz..i could'nt get out of bed juz now cuz my whole body ache lyk hell..i haf 2 bear wif the cramp on the leg..my mum sae its someting2 biawak..i dunno wad the hell is dat..nvm..i went on9 in the afternoon and found out dat peishan was on9 so we chatted 4 awhile b4 she said dat she wanted 2 play games..blablabla..i went offline at around 5 plus den ate some ice cream :)..i went on9 again at 9 plus den a'fifah and yasmin was online..no wonder i felt very down and out of sudden no mood..i found out dat something happened juz now,at school..SORRY YASMIN...i wasnt dere when u needed some1 2 cheer u up..i'm very sorry :(..but i promise i will be there when u need me the next tym...i will :)..cheer up kae :)....haiz



10:28 PM

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Wednesday, July 05, 2006
After school i kena slap sia with dat budak gyler..lol...den i slap back la..haha..den she sae during ncc her face itchy..haha!..u see,hu ask u 2 slap me ferst..lol..after dat went luch wif mande,gayle,qian hao,sharm,jess,ketty,jorene and sheeming..after dat we had dance and dance ended at 6 plus den waited 4 a'fifah at the foyer..tergelek2 uh minah 2..lol..we went 2 buy bubble tea...while waitin in the line i remembered dat i was suppose 2 sms taufiq(use afifah phne)!!i waited and waited..didnt reply den suddenly he replied!!!!!yeepee...hahha..but den rite u noe wad?he said dat he was admitted 2 hospital..haiz..guess i was right..i got dat feeling 2..and den he sae his com spoil..so sad..hah,but nvm :)..i still got 2 chat with him..wee..so happy..hah..



HApPy BuRfDAe gAyLE!!!lovE YoU <3



9:47 PM

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Tuesday, July 04, 2006
Celebrated our darling GAYLE's burfdae..heh..it was a last minute 'thing'..and everybody was in a rush..i was worried dat she might suspect something..haha..if she does den not fun redy sia..luckily she didnt :)..haha..yasmin,tina,sab,a'fifah,melle,jess,peishan,carmen and me were dere 2 celebrate wif her..wee..after celebrating,gayle,a'fifah.yasmin and me went 2 mande's 2 pass the leftovers of the cake 4 her and sharm but ended up mande go eat all of it up..hahas..while walking 2 mande house suddenly saw this bunch of idiots at the bustop and i was lyk wtf..they go sae some pervetic stuffs which i dun wish 2 state it here..wew were lyk euwww...nvm..wadever la eh..reached infront of mande's doorstep and passed her the cake..den,we went 2 hang around 4 awhile opposite her blog..talk2,laugh2 den went home..when i reached right infront of the house,i was so pissed off la can..i haf 2 stay outside the house 4 half an hour -.- under the hot sun cuz the corridor so small den i must squeeze at 1 spot 2 able 2 get 'shelter'..blablab..dad finally came home..phewww...go take my shower den on9 den u noe wad?i realized dat my msn was lyk offline den i paniced den haf 2 press this connection button but no use..still no use..i was so pissed den can only go on9 again at 10 plus..arrr...and den here i am..blogging..wee..i decided dat i shud follow wad mande told me juz now..try sms him and ask how is he but i 4gotten bcuz was 2 excited with gayle's burfdae..hahas..i hope i will remember 2 sms him tmrw :)..tmrw having rehearsal..arrrr..so tired of rehearsal..i pity fifah sia..her leg lyk getting worse den i dun tink she wud be able 2 dance..i dunno y i can feel the pain..haha..



10:30 PM

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Monday, July 03, 2006
haha!so kecoh sia juz now..when i went on9 juz now kena attack and was added 2 the convo..dere were 5 or 6 of them..lemme see..hmm,there was firdaus,adi,yasmin,a'fifah,izul(fir cuz) and me..den soon yang was added 2 but he was bz i tink den went out of the convo den came hilman..i ferst tym saw him sae fuck you sia..he was scolding adi i tink..hah..den blablbal..chat2 den lol here lol dere..haha..der at last the convo ended at 1039pm exactly according 2 my com...now i'm feeling damn bored..no1 2 chat with...oh GOD i'm tinking of him now..i hate this..everytym if dere's nth 2 occupy my mind he will appear..haiz..sent him an offline msg but still haven reply yet...maybe his com spoil or sumting..i dunno..juz felt dat he's trying 2 avoid me...nvm..4get bout him, 4get bout him..argh...i feel lyk crying..but cant..its not oni bcuz of him..i dunno dere's juz 2 much tings on my mind..i hate my life..i dunno wad can cheer me up at this kind of things..my close fren's maybe :)..hope so..cant wait 2 see them tmrw..yay...arrr,havent complete my malay hwk..die die die..nvm tmrw can copy..heh..yeah dats me..a lazy bum :)...



10:40 PM

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sosososo sorry this few daes haf been lazy 2 update..haiz..oya..tanx Gayle 4 guiding me thru how 2 change the tingy..lolx..thanx again..hee..kk now..i'm reli trying very hard 2 4get him..this kind of things alwaes happen 2 me..destiny i guess..nvm..juz hope dat i can 4get him 1 dae...kk,back 2 the last 2daes..we went 2 syf and it was soso la..gayle,mande,yasmin sharm and me met at tm 2 eat the wad food i oso dunno but the chicken was damn hot la can..hah but it was tasty..u see,talkin bout it now make me feel so hungry sia..how i wish i haf it right infront of me..yumyum..heh..afterdat we went 2 schl and hang aroundin the canteen 4 about half an hour den went 2 the essemble..blablabla...chatting with firdaus onli.where yasmin sia sae wanna on9 den never on9..arrr...now listening 2 the song 'broken'..it oni reminds me of him....k la i dunno wad 2 sae 4 now..continue later..


broken





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